That i will fall for you.

Many things have been going through my mind.
):
I don't know where to start.


♥ It's really driving me insane. To keep waiting for you,
to be the one who will make the first move to talk.
But you never did. It seems like you are trying to
ignore or avoid me ):
I don't wanna forget. I can't let this feeling end,
cause if i do, it'll all be over and i will never see you again ):
When I dream of you and wake up to find that everything was only,
and will be a dream, i really wish that the dream would last forever.

Nothing can describe or understand how i am feeling.
Not even my close friends can do anything to make me
feel better.

......................................................................................................................


xxx

And then,
Even after that thing is over, after i thought
we all were fine, it is back to square one.
That it always seem like i have to choose between you two.
And I don't like or want that. Sigh.

I am so tired, i feel like running away from the world.

2009, it seems like are you taking everything that i love and care about away.

): x 1000000000000000000000000000.



Still, I know that God reservcs the best for me, just wondering when
it will come, and hoping it will come soon. ):


♥ JILY