Change.

Life is really not going well for me this year.
Sigh.

I'm totally confused over so many things, and i have to
ask myself is it really true or not. I'm not sure what people
say to me these days are true or not. I don't know if i can
trust people around me now. Sigh ):

I'm really disapointed in some people. Sigh.
Now i can only turn to God, and just trust that
he will make all this confusion and depressing-ness
go away, and that something good will come along (:

But for now, all this is still going on, people changed and all.
And life is not really going well now. And i'm afraid after
all this sighing, i will have white hair ._.

But to relieve my sighing, i will turn to church! (:
I love BC! <3 It is awesomeee. Church is always fun and
great, no problems there (:

CCA now is also starting to feel comfortable for me.
Cause of some reasons, i don't feel very comfortable there.
But now it seems okay, and i can't wait for CCA tomorrow (: