ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Life has been melancholic/depressing/disappointing these few days. It's like just one click and everything is gone. People change, friends just move away from you. And everything is all messed up. Depressing D: I told myself not to post any of this kind of post, but i thought. If i can't show it in life, then why not express it on blog. I will lie on my bed every night just worrying about the next day. I dread dread dread going to school now. Everyday i go to school, i'll just be fucking _ _ _ _ _ _ _. Ohwell.

Saturday went out with Maxine, Pooj and Nick supposingly to play badminton, but all the CCs, sports halls courts were fully booked so then we went to Maxine's house and watched Hollow Man halfway. Haha.

Sunday we had main service cause of church's anniversary. It was boring, like always. Haha. Then the fun part was! It was open oikos so we went to pizza hut for lunch! :D And me and ara need not teach. So got one more week to prepare (: I love going for church outtings, cause at least in church i feel some love, not like yeah. Kay anyway.

Yesterday was really boring. And something happened. Kinda regretted it but yeah. So now you know how is it like when people gossip in front of you, yes. FYI, you only got it once by me, but i get it from you like all the time. Anyway, just checked papers. I only failed maths (: Expected luh. The others were border line. But my hist was GREAT! I got 80% which is an A1! :D :D Awesomeee. Now i think i'm gonna choose pure history as one of my combos yup.

Today really sucked. In school, i was so damn fucking kdes nts. Then erm, i went to the
snhkds and bqhdc. Hm only my bestfriends can figure that out. Ohwait! I forgot, i don't have one. Kay anyway. Went to eighteen chef today after school for lunch! First time there, quite nice(: Then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hopefully tomorrow will be a MUCH better day yes.