Nothing ever goes right.

Aw man ):

God never fail to surprise me everyday, some pleasant,
but most are not.

Year two thousand and nine really suck, big time!
I know i keep on repeating it, but it really does!
Sighhh ): First, cause of you know who, and now,
i'm really afraid that i'm gonna lose you as a friend.
And now, i think it's gonna be soon ): And i don't want to.
I don't know if throughout our friendship, whether you
treat me as a bestfriend or not. It didn't really felt
that way. I don't know what you mean by that, but i hope
you said it cause you didn't know how to phrase it
in another way. I want to believe that but it felt like
you were saying, 'Of course as time goes by, i will change bestfriend'.
Mann ): Gahhhhh! Now i have no one to turn to, cause well,
when we have no one else to turn to, we turn to God.
And i'm grateful He will always be there (: Okay.

Feelin like i just lost a friend,
hope you know it's not easy, easy for me.

Oh wow, thanks. I took up so much courage just to tell
you that and that was the reply you gave me. Thanks ah.
Guys are meanies dammit.