What a fool.

It's time for a change, but i'll come back sooner or later.

2009-08-05T20:33:00.001+08:00

Hey!

Relink or don't also can.
but. http://ohmycrap.livejournal.com (:

I'm, too sexy for my cat.

2009-07-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

Heyyy.

Hahaha, on saturday in the car, the radio played this song,
i'm too sexy for my cat, and so now it's like stuck in my head! HAHAH.

Grrrr, why still don't have the icons for pictures!
I'm sorry. Can't post pictures ):

Anywayyyyyyyszxzxzx, had alot of fun during recess today!
We went up the stairs and mitch just randomly wanted to pull
as up the stairs, for fun. So pull and pull. And then later
decided on playing human tug of war once we got on our floor.
SUPER HILARIOUS I TELL YOU :D Laughed til my tummy pain (:
After school had english enrichments and later we went tampines.
Again. Hahah. Always go there, but that's like the nearest place
we can go? Other places too far, no time. Yup. We went sakae and look
for maxine, yingxiu and zandra. Maxine left, we walked around, and
when we were going back. This group of people. I only noticed
this guy with white hat and his girlfriend. Yeah anyways,
zan told us that they said what, girls school eh. So zan was like,
oh nick, i love you! Muacks! Pooj was like, what is your relationship?
Yingxiu said, they're lesbians! Then the guy was like, some girls are
being sarcastic, some girls are just stupid. Something like that.
And the tone he said sarcastic is like singing?
Wth? Asses. So annoying! What's wrong with girls school huh? Then
i was like, some guys are stupid, idiots, oh actually all guys are
idiots. Oops. sorry if i'm offending any of ya'll. Anyway, yeah.
Then don't know what they say. Then i keep talking back. Oh and i was like,
saying to the girl, wah, you better be careful if you wanna be together with him.
Something like that? And, not scared later he break up with you ah. Yeah.
And then say, ahlian to the girl. And a few more i forgot already.
Pooj was like, okayokay, chill, chill. Haha. Stupid eh, this type of
people so annoying. Nothing better to do go judge strangers? What the hell.
Then i heard the guy say, don't know what, go sell also no one want ah.
Then keep saying what go sell your body don't know what crap.
I wanted to say back, but nevermnd. Don't find trouble.
But seriously! Can't stand them kay! Assholes. So took 31 with nick, yingxiu and zan.
Yup (:

Five hundred twenty five thousand, six hundred minutes

2009-07-27T15:55:00.001+08:00

Hey!
Blogger is so weird, my post page is like haywired?
There's no post pictures icon and all. Pfft.
Nevermind, just make do with this first, at least
still can post yeah.

Saturday, went to perform and national library for
some youth festival thingie? Yeah, our school is like
the only high one, we are the only school that scream
and shout! :D Cedar, red cross society think they very good?
Theirs is like some stupid marching to the music only.
And ours is like wayyy better then theirs, and they keep
laughing at us. Very funny isssit. Idiotszx. Anywayy,
we screwed up the first rehearsal, i forgotten quite alot of steps.
But then second one and the real thing was alright. The
real thing, i hit neelam's head! Hahah, and step on farah's toe.
Sorry luh, but the stage is really really small. So yeah (:

Yesterday, sunday, was REALLY REALLY SUPER FUN! :D Heehee!
Had ALOT of fun! Woots woots. Bernice came(: Our oikos gave everyone including
the leaders the card thingie, but sadly i left service halfway last
week so i didn't get to write the cards so aww ): Anywayzx,
i took the envelope under my chair and guess what verse i got!
The first line of the verse said, be sober, be vigilant, underlined somemore!
HAHAHAH. Wth can't help laughing at the sober thingie. Tsktsk.
During oikos, we played TABOO! And again, became uncivillised.
Plus shann and pastor mark were there looking at what we've become.
HAHAHAH. Hilarious much. Joel did the gorilla thingie again. HAHAHA. Retard.
Later ordered pizza, david treated (: Thankkkks! After that, bernice went home.
Ara, jolene,steph and smallval and me went into JSS room and played taboo.
Abit boring uh, then later we played catching! Heh! :D And hide and seek!
Hehhhh! Funnaye, so primary schoolish (: And then! We had ball fight with joel.
Keep hitting him! Like 5 against 1? :D :D Later jolene went home.
Took PM's car to the basketball area. PM said something about his car having
ants when he was speaking so we decided to trick them. We all were like,
AAHHHH! COCKROACH! Then PM and joel laugh laugh laugh. LOL. Then we keep doing
that, they believed i think? Our acting very good eh ((: Hahaha. They dropped us first.
Then they came and PM was like, no cockroach luh. Haahaha. So just watched
the guys play basketball? Then we went to play with this stranger's dog!
Damn adorable, and cute :D Jumped on us and lick us! Teehee (:
man, how i wish i have a doggie. Big one.
Saturday i went to ECP after dinner with my parents and saw three people
with three big and beautiful dog. Envious.
Anywayszx, at like 1745, i went home (: Yup.
It was another awesome day in church :D

The little things, you do to me.

2009-07-24T20:43:00.008+08:00

Howdy all (:
Today was a fun day :D Went school with Nick today.
It was raining heavily so it's okay if we're late. Went to bedok inter to
wait for her and we went to macs to buy drink cause we didn't
wanna go school so early. Yup (: Something happened
again. Pfft. It's okay my friend! ((: Love you!
Today i thought i had CCA, but i didn't. So yeah (:
After school, Leo, Mitch, Nick, Pooj, Vick, Zandra, Cynthia and me
sat around leo's and mitch's table and talk. Hahaha ((:
Vick, mitch and zandra, netballers, are deciding if they should
go for training, hazel, the vice sports capt for sec2s brought the
captain to persuade them to go. So in the end, guess what's the result?
THEY WENT. Hahah. Everyone got CCA except me and pooj, so we were
deciding where we should go. Heh. In the end, we went 711 and buy some
macaroni thingie and bought coke from coffee shop and went to the playground
near school and eat and take pictures (: Waited from 3something til 5 plus (:
Nick's CCA ended already. Took 222 with Pooj, nick and leona!

Okay pictures.

There are more pictures but they can't be rotated and i don't know why.

So yeah, will post them up soon i guess (: Til then, tata.

Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating

2009-07-24T19:34:00.008+08:00

Heeeelloooo.
I shall post about yesterday alright (:
Yesterday during chinese, something happed. Jiang shit is
like a really bias teacher okay. Shameless.
What kind of teacher are you! Wth, idiot.
Okay anyway, so after school, some of us went to
talk to mr dinesh! :D About jiang shit. Complained.
Heh, yeah he can't do anything, but he's just a super nice
teacher which we can talk to :D So yeah, after that,
max, nick, pooj and me headed down to tampines KFC.
We crapped around alot! Haha :D So fun! But then
next to us there was this group of guys from don't know what school,
they kept staring at us. So freaking weird. Can sense
their stare. Tsktsk. Later when the guys left, one of them said,
bye pretty. I thought he said to his friend! HAHA.
Then nick told me he was looking at us. Yeah. Then we were
eating halfway when that group of guys walked pass KFC,
and they knocked on the glass thingie, cause we were just sitting
in front of the glass thingie. Yup. Later we went up to tamp1 roof, intending
to take pictures but one woman said cannot, so went down one floor.
And sat one corner and take pictures :D Then we saw samantha! And
her boyfriend! Hahahaa. Max went home first, and then me (:

This feeling i'm feeling has to go.

2009-07-22T20:06:00.002+08:00

Seriously, you don't care or treasure the people around you, do you?

When I look at you, my mind goes on a trip

2009-07-22T19:25:00.009+08:00

Heyyy.

My hundredth post! :D Heh!

Yesterday they annouced that our class would be used as
some room for the O levels thingie, so we have to clear all
the books other our desks. But obviously we didn't want, so all
put in the cupboard, then during recess, hazel, wan lin and a few
others went to clear and pack the cupboard and it became super neat
and nice! Whooo. Look! :D

During D&T we went to the come lab and did some work.
After that we can do whatever we want so yeah. We played
games. Me Leona and Nick played bomb it2! Some game in y8
that my brother told me about. Was so super fun. Haha! It was a
2 player game so we took turns yeah. After school went to whitsands
with mitch, pooj and nick. After that went to tampines and homed.
Every wednesday school suppose to start late right, but cause of
stupid o levels thingies then have to start normal time D: So much
for waking up later ): Man, so tired.

OHOH! Today, there was eclipse right! OMG THAT IS SO COOL AND
AWESOME. But I don't think i saw ): Sad eh. During chinese nick and mitch
put sugar and teacher's desk so that when jiang sit down or something
will have sugar. And then her skirt got. But i can't see. Yup.
So school ended at 1.15 today. Went to bedok with cheralyn cause
have dance at 3. Went to buy sushi and then went macs. And later went back
to school. We danced a few times only and then just did the costumes and all
and then went home. Sighh, so tired -___-

Jiang.

if it works for me, and it works for me

2009-07-20T20:10:00.009+08:00

HELLO.
Back to school ): Was normal. Chinese that jiang shit
today like bad mood, then was more biase then usual.
Wth. She made nick stand cause she was stretching and
talk but only abit what. Then nick talked back! DAMN COOL.
HAHAHA :D She was so biase, pearlyn turned around to face us
to do work, then she ask her to turn back. But melanie was doing
the same! And she didn't say anything to melanie. Wth. Biase much?
Stupid. Okay, enough about her. After school waited for vick til
3? Cause she had suspension, thought she was gonna go out with us.
So we waited for her. But in the end she went home! So waited for nothing -.-
Wasted our time. Okay nevermind. While waiting, mitch was in a dilema,
whether she should go for netball or not. Then hazel was trying to encourage
her while Nick, was discouraging her so she could go out with us.
HAAHAH! Wth. So in the end, she went out with us :D Went to tampines KFC.
Later they wanted to buy earring? OH! And guess who i saw?!
Eugene, from church. I told them and they shouted eugene! Omg, then he turned.
Like i don't even know him? Like i don't know him as friend. Yeah okay.
we went popular and me and mitch kept hiding from nick. ahahaha.
Then this guy hit mitch, and she was like, eh at least say excuse me luh.
Then me and nick said together, yeah luh! excuse me! HAHAHA. So coool.
And they made me go up trhe escalator alone! Wth, then when i come down,
they went up, omg so dumbb. Hahha stupid.
And took 31 back. In the bus saw this guy name melvin chan,
as mitch said, his pant got hole! HAHAAH!
So funnaye. Then we saw this ITE couple, and they did some stuffs, and
we kept laughing. OHOH, the guy from the couple was sitting on his
friend's lap, then mitch said, what a kind act. he gave up his seat to the old lady.
But nic thought that she was talking bout the ITE thingie, and i thought too! But
actually she was really talking about someone in the bus who
gave up his seat for an old lady. Hahaha.

Nerds in action!

Why does it feel like it's raining, in my head? I don't understand.

2009-07-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

Why are you being like this?

Tired of everything. So tired.

take me away, to a better place

2009-07-19T19:37:00.003+08:00

HELLLO!
So sad! I had to miss half of service, oikos, captain's ball
today cause of some lunch thingie with my dad's primary school
teacher and two friends. ): Went to this place called hoegaarden?
Or something. The food there is kinda nice (: That's the only good thing.
Was super full. Me and my siblings were like super bored, super super.
After that, went to one friend's place. And we were freaking super bored
too! Wthhhh. To think i missed a fun time in church for this >:{
My dad said go his house for while only, and i thought i could make
it back to church in time for captain's ball. BUT! Stayed there for like 2
hours plus. Can't go for captain's ball already ): Aww. Then just now my
dad was super annoying. Lazy to say but yeah. I wasn't even in the wrong.
And i THINK he thought i said fuck it or something with fuck in it. When i said
forget it. Then i told him i said forget it, so means i'm not in the wrong right.
Then he know that i'm not wrong but he go say and make it sound like i say
forget it very wrong like that. Annoying! Pfft. Stupid. Whatever. Kay bye.
School tomorrow ): I don't wanna wake up early D:

now you'll never see what you've done to me

2009-07-19T18:40:00.003+08:00

You.

I really don't know what to say about you.
You always have that happy cheery attitude and
don't seem to care bout the close friends around you,
cause you don't bother to know what's going on and
how they are feeling cause, well, you think everyone
is as happy and cheery as you, and there's nothing wrong
about anything. And you won't think i'm talking bout you,
cause like i said, you don't think there's anything wrong
about anything. I hope i won't feeel what i'm feeling now but
everytime you never fail to make me feeel that way.

I'm hurt.

2009-07-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

Hey peeeeeps.
Today morning, I wanted to make burger for
breakfast. The burgers were like frozen and were
stuck together. So i went to use the knife and wanted
to seperate them but suddenly too hard! Then!
The knife cut my left pinky finger and i was like SHIT!
And i saw the blood flow. Then i quickly took and threw
my wallet to my brother who was eating cause i thought
my wallter had plaster. I went to the living room, used my
right hand to cover my left hand, jump up and down in one
spot and scream, " aaaahhh aaaah, deion gimme plaster!
aaaahhhh aaaahhh deion gimme plaster! faster faster! aaaahhhhh"
Then my brother was like, my hand oily, my hand oily.
Wth. Then my mother came out from the toilet and was
like what happen! Show me show me your hand! Then I took
out my hand and my whole hand was like bloody! Then
i quickly look away. My mom was like argh. LOL. Then i went
to the living room to wait for my mom to bring the first aid thingies.
And i felt do giddy-ish and everything was like blurry for a
moment and then i sat on the sofa and then okay already. So yeah.
I thought i was gonna faint, luckily i didn't. Haha. Okay yeah.
Later had MM, which was screwed? Went macs with aralin and went home.
Yup.

I won't return, our bridge has broken down.

2009-07-17T19:26:00.003+08:00

Yoyo.

Yayyyy. It's friday todayyy! Here comes the weeeeeeeeeekend! :D Woohoo.

Anyhoo, i'm so tired today sigh. So glad there's no school tomorrow (: So! Today, i slept! During history :D Cause lopez not here and there's this weird substitute teacher relieving us. Yeah. He's weird ._. Okay during music, mrs tay told me that indian dancers are to be dismissed at 12.50 but no one told us so i told her i don't know? But she still let us go earlier. But also not very early already. Yup. Then didn't eat? And like sharrifah don't know if me and cheralyn are suppose to come today cause we didn't attend CCA on wednesday, then later, she said. Okay go. So yeah. Went to dunman sec for rehearsal. When we were entering, they took our temperature then alot of us have to stand aside cause our temperatures are like 37.6 ++ Then after a few times, left me and jessica. So like yeah everyone went up first except us. Tsk ._. Then after that finally can! My temperature is 37.5 though. Hehh. Me cheralyn and two others didn't dance cause we didn't come on wednesday. So yeah. Then after everything, we practised one last time and it was messed up cause i don't know my positions and stuffs. Yeah. Haha. Dumb. Then later went back, when walking down, two guys from choir who also showcased their piece were walking behind us and singing! HAHAHA. Then i turned around and look, and one of them was good looking! Hahha. Cheralyn thought so too (: Okay yeah then went home.

Jesus take the wheeeeeel, take it from my hand

2009-07-16T18:49:00.004+08:00

Helloooooo (:
Life is getting better. Yes it is (: God is great. That picture was taken last year. I just put it there to revive some old memories (: And also cause i don't have pictures today. Haha.
Yeah. Today was a long day, like always. Thursdays are always long days ): Ohwell. At least it's over. But there's till next week. Ahahaha. Pfft. After school went to KFC to eat lunch with Nick and Pooj. I ate cheese fries only. No money D: Heh. Afterwards, took 31 with Nicole. Nothing interesting happen in the bus today. Went home quite early today. Yipee (: There's rehearsal for some performance thingie tomorrow and I'm in. Next saturday is the performance, at national library? O:
Yup, that's about it, very much looking forward to the weekends (: Bye!

Pictures of you, pictures of me. All upon your wall for the world to see.

2009-07-15T16:06:00.007+08:00

Heyyo!

Monday went to tampines after school and went food court
to eat, guess what. Joel seah has there too! Hahah. I mean at
tamp but not at the food court. But didn't go find him. Heh.
Took 31 and was really crowded! Then when me and nicole were
talking halfway, alot of nick's saliva came out! And then she told me it's
the air con leaking luh! Hahahah. The aircon was like leaking? Then yeah.
Was so crowded so can't really move anywhere. Then we saw this guy
who was staring at our SHOE! Hahha. Wth? He just kept looking at our shoes.
Tskkk.

Nowadays in class, me and leona keep drawing stuffs! Haha.
So funnayyye :D Okay so yesterday right, after school had
science, some of us didn't do homework so ms zarina asked us to
stay back after school to copy the questions from the book and
complete the work. But we had english enrichment anyways so yeah.
So after school went to look for her and then did our work in class
during our english enrichment.
Then later went tampines macs for lunch and then me and nick took 31 back.
When we boarded, we saw that look-at-our-shoe-guy look alike! Haha. But
was more good looking (:

OMG! Monday's new paper my ex bus driver's death right, was
so frustrating. Why can't they mention the freaking hospital?! Wth!
So angry at the hospital ohkay! Then today when my dad drove me
to school, the radio they said that this woman went to spain, got H1N1
and died in spain. She was the first person who died in spain, but that's
not the point. And what so special was that the woman was pregnant.
But her baby survived, like premature or something? And the baby
died cause of an inexperienced nurse. WALAU SO FREAKING DUMB
THE NURSE! THE BABY WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FED MILK USING TUBE
OR SOMETHING. THEN THAT STUPID NURSE WENT TO
FEED THE BABY THE MILK AND THE MILK WENT INTO THE BABY'S
VEIN! THE BLOODSTREAM! OMG! IMAGINE THE PAIN THE
BABY MUST HAVE SUFFERED BEFORE HE/SHE DIED. GOSHHH D:
WHAT'S WITH STUPID HOSPITALS NOWADAYS.

Okay. Anyway, today had CCA but didn't go. Cause that cheralyn they
all didn't wanna go. After school, had maths tutorials, Leo, Nick and Me.
Vick didn't have but she went with us. We didn't wanna go maths at first
but we had nothing else to do before their bridging programme thingie.
So just went. Left early, they went for their thingie and i went home.
So early eh, 3plus (: Feel so proud of myself. Hee hee.

Okay pictures of drawings! :D
I drew the shit, leona and me drew the things in the shit
and nick drew the faces (:

Alien, michelle, leona, lyvia.

Lyvia and Leona.

Shit with stuffs!

Vick and Mitch.

Me.

Leona.

OMGOMGOMGOMG!

2009-07-14T21:41:00.002+08:00

OMG!
WHOEVERS HAD YESTERDAY'S 13 JULY NEW PAPER.
GO READ PAGE 11! ABOUT THE BUS DRIVER ONE!
OMGOMGOMGGGG. SHE WAS MY PRIMARY SCHOOL BUS DRIVER
LAST TIME. THE DECEASED AND HER SON! BOTH OF THEM WERE MY
SCHOOL BUS DRIVERS LAST TIME AND THEY ARE NICE PEOPLE!
OMG SO SAD D: STUPID HOSPITAL! HER FAMILY SEND HER TO HOSPITAL
TWICE AND TWICE SHE GOT SEND BACK HOME. AND ONLY
AT THE THIRD TIME THEY SEND HER TO HOSPITAL. ONLY THEN!
THEY FOUND OUT THAT SHE HAD BLOOD CLOT AT HER HEART?
AND BROKEN RIPS. THEN THEY HAD TO OPERATE HER AND SHE DIED.
OMGGGGGGG D: SUPER SAD. THEY WERE NICE PEOPLE.
THEY SHOULDN'T DESERVE THIS. AHHHHH. OMG D:
SO SADDDDD. LIFE IS SOOOO UNPREDICTABLE! ):

Bridges are burning, baby i'm learning

2009-07-14T20:58:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo.

Saturday 11july had MM. Was kinda cool. Cause we tried singing on
stage with mike. LOL. I was really scared at the thought of singing
on stage in front of everyone. But then i saw how it was going and
it was alright. Aralin and Jolene went to sing first.
I did the OHP thingie. First time. Haha (: SueYing taught me.
Then later we switched. Me and chimene sang? We were like kinda soft.
Haha. The second time i went to sing and really toot. I think i went off pitch
like twice? So embarrassing. Then i was thinking to myself, shit shit, and
at the same time hoping no one heard. Embarrassing. After that. Went tampines
with Jolene, she ate macs. And i ate takoyaki (: When i went to buy, I saw
Zoey! Haha. Then at macs saw people from our school. When going home time,
we saw ms kang! She was wearing like so youngsterish. She wore white top, with scarf.
Folded up jeans with boots. Woah. Hahah. Hip eh. Then later in the train, saw
CHOTIGA! Ex-6frian! Hahaah (: How awesome is that. Saw so many people
in just a one-two hours (:

Pictures for Sunday 12 july.

Look at the receipt. So super long. Taller then the tallest guy there.

Me and steph went out to walk around and took pictures

since someone left us out. Yup (:

Nothing has the power to save, but Your Name.

2009-07-14T18:50:00.007+08:00

Hey!
I'm here to update (:
Okay, so here are a few pictures which we took
when Nick, Leo, Poo and Me went to T3 (: Poo
had to go home just when we reached, cause well, her mom.

Okay, now i shall post about last friday, 1o july.

We went to toh payao cause NICOLE TAN wanna go,

cause the interchange is like air conditioned? And she wanna

check it out. So yup. Mitch, Nick, Poo, Leo and Me took bus with

Mebika and her friends. Then had a longggg bus ride to Toh Payao.

Went macs, popular and we bought the same files! (: Mitch's, Nick's and mine

matches our class table colour! Haha. Cool :D After that, took 31 back.

And here are the pictures :D

SUPER MAN! ULTRA MAN! SPIDER MAN! BAT MAN!

Imitating aliannnnns.

Leona went off first.

Then suddenly, one man came up to me and held out something.

I thought it was something i dropped until i saw he was holding one

red plastic bag and he was like, girl, perfume for you?

Then i was stunned so i just shook my head. Then he was like,

i put here okay, you take a look. Then he put it on the seat in front of me.

And he went down. Alight the bus i guess? Then later, i looked at

Nick and Poo in my stunned face, and they also had the same face.

Hahaha. Then we were like omg, and then carefully opened the plastic bag

and see what was inside, bomb maybe? Haha, checked and yes. It was perfume.

But creeepy? Why he suddenly wanna gimme perfume? Tskk.

Then we were like shocked? Like omg omg. So we decided to alight at Nick's stop.

And when we went down to the first deck. Guess what?!

THAT MAN WAS SITTING AT THE BACK ROW OF SEAT IN THE CORNER.

And he kept staring at our direction! WTH! We thought he alighted already O:

Wth? Then he gave me perfume and went down? More creepy.

We alighted and that man waved at us. Pffft. Then took 196 to bedok inter

with pooj (:

At night, went for dinner at bedok library that little restaurant there,

cause Aralin only can go bedok. Tsk. Then yeah. After that went to buy

sushi and went home.

I realized many things happen, only in bus 31! For me that is.

and now i need someone to hold.

2009-07-12T19:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANN! :D
Hey.
Today when i woke up, i suddenly thought
of prophesing to friends and all. Just a thought?
Then this phrase came to my mind,
if you have faith and size of a mustard seed. You can say to
a mountain, move, and it will move.
So today halfway during worship, Amanda ang came up and talk,
and she mentioned that. Shann was the speaker today and she also
talked bout prophesing. Hmm, i wonder if that means anything.
Ohyeah anywayzx, Bernice came BC today (: And micah left singapore today.
She migrated to another country, i'm not sure. I THINK it's america?
Some went to send her off today, i wanted to. But later heard from zan that
she'll be meeting us at 2pm while i have to go at 2pm so yeah ):

After service sang shann happy birthday song. Then they gave her a styrofoam
plank with candles and a big present. The candles is the type that cannot blow off
the fire kind so yeah, she had to blow for quite long. And the only reason the fire got
blown is cause the wax no more. Hahaah. Yeah. Then they asked her to give
speech and she said, the present is very heavy. It's a bag of rice.
HAHAHA :D And she said some other stuffs. Later she opened the present
and it really is a bag of rice. Hahah! Yeah. After oikos, went to e!hub this
jap restaurant and had birthday lunch for liang ting and shann. Yeah.
I was left out and bored, i should have gone to the airport thinige if i had known.
Sigh. Ohwell. At least i had a delicious lunch? But it wasn't cheap.
Later the guys keep pancaking each other. LOL. Bones break man.
Yeah took 17 home.

I wanna talk to you.

You are not alone, i am here with you.

2009-07-10T21:03:00.004+08:00

Hello!
I am back into using blogger.
I think livejournal is cool. But for a reason i forgot,
i wanna use blogger again. Heh heh. So yeah.
I'm back! (: Okay. I'll post what happen yesterday but i'll
post what happen today cause apparantly, blogger doesn't allow
me to upload the today's pictures but i can post all this
so yup. Okay. So yesterday after schoool went to poo's house.
We ordered macs and just sat around, eating and talking.
Poo's kid neighbour came and she was really annoying.
And she calles poo, poojacar. Hahaah. So funny. Pooja part already
funny now add the 'car' HAHAHA :D So yeah. She was annoying.
And she keeps coming into poo's room where we were in and
do stuffs that annoy us. Gr. Then later when me and nick were going back.
Poo walked us to the bus stop. Then we saw her brother and friend along the way.
The brother was wearing black shirt and the friend was wearing blue shirt.
Cause of something, then me and nick were like.
Me: Eh, who's the blue shirt guy?
Nick: Her boyfriend!
We shouted! HAhahahhh! Then i didn't dare turn around, nick also.
But poo did, and her brother and her friend turned around to look at us.
HAHAHAH :D So funny. Poo kept saying, i have no face to go home already!
Went to tampines and took 31 with Leona!

Ohoh! A few days ago, during recess, nick was drinnking ice lemon tea.
After she finish, there's the lemon left right. Then vick told nick,
if you put the lemon in your mouth until we, vick, poo and me, go back to class,
she'll give her 2bucks. Haha. And so she did. Funny!

Okay, here are the pictures for these few days. And poo's house yesterday.

but you're just a boy

2009-07-01T19:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
Sorry for not posting lately. I'm currently trying out livejournal. Check out my livejournal at http://ohgorgeousity.livejournal.com/ :D Ohyeah. I didn't make cause of that reason a few of you might think. So yeah. Okay buhbye (:

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKHOLEEEE :D

It's raining raining, oh baby it's raining raining.

2009-06-29T18:02:00.007+08:00

HELLO!
Things are okay between us already :D Although i do wish it could be like before, but nevertheless, i'm thankful (:

Today was the first day of reopened school. Entered school and it was like airport checkup stuffs.
There were different 'stations' to go like if you went overseas one line, if not, another. Wth. Met Maxine and went up to class together (: Ohyeah, two new students joined our class. They were from NA and were promoted to express. The whole time, i can't wait for recess cause i was super bored where i was sitting. Heh. Then recess! I drank drink only (: Losing weight. HAHA. Then had life arts. Now we're not doing visual arts anymore but D&T! At least so much better than stupid visual arts, Ms chia. Pfft ._. Mr Ng CK super retarded, and funny. Haha. After school! We cabbed to tampinesmall. First taxi saw that we had alot of people, six. It's like one come in then another, another, another. HAHA. Then he said cannot. Took another one. This time Nicole sneaked in and hid behind the driver's seat. Then we had five people. Exlcuding Nick. Then uncle was like five people cannot. And I was like, but she very skinny. Pointing to Poo, then the uncle asked where to and we said tamp and he allowed. Yay (: Then later nicole sneaked out. HAHA. Went to foodcourt and eat. Then walked around. And went home at 4plus. Took really spastic pictures in the bus :D

Yay! Today whole day was raining, super cooling. I like :D But if the sky was brighter but still cooling it would be better. But still. I love the weather today! :D

Drumrolllllllll. Here comes the retarded pictures!

BOOM BOOM POW!

2009-06-28T19:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO!(:
CHURCH WAS SUPERB TODAY! Worship today was an improvement cause i realized we didn't need to be pushed, so yes. Great! After service had oikos which was the SUPERB part! :D It was super fun :D We had some oikos bonding session, so we played TABOO! It was SUPER FUN(: Gordon, not in my team, was being super irritating! HAHA. Keep shouting here and there when we have to guess. HAHA. The one round, Gordon was the one giving the hints and we all screamed and shouted like UNCIVILLISED people. HAHHA.. Then Joel seah did some gorilla actions, and then WHOOOO here and there. HAHAHAH. OMG DAMN FUNNY. Laughed til my stomach pain. After that, they were like, okay pretend just now didn't happen but we were having a civillised oikos session. HAHA wth. Later went to isushi with Ara, Steph, SmallVal and Gwen. Went back to church after that. Yeah :D

Aw man D: School's reopening tomorrow. I'm really scared but a little excited at the same time for what's gonna happen tomorrow. Sigh. Ohwell(:

SHUDDUP AND PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE YOUR MOUTH IS, THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR WAKING UP IN VEGAS.

2009-06-26T22:40:00.004+08:00

HELLO! Michael Jackson is dead. My mom must be so upset.

HAHA. Anywayszx. I shall post about yesterday. So, thursday. I went for lunch at isushi with Max and YingXiu. Later we went to YingXiu's house, function room and 'studied'. HAHA. Then the guys sitting at a table next to ours keep saying what rabbit rabbit! WTH! I think they talking about one of us? Tskkk. Then later we went to play pool! I like! Haha (: There were two litttle girls in the room and Maxine started talking to them. Later we found that they looked bored so Max suggested that we play with them. HAHA. They are like two little shortie kids. One was P3 but looked like kindergarten, Jessica. Her sis Jamie, 6/7? Then they said oh we go ask our cousins if they wanna play. So we were like oh, your cousins, uh huhhhh. Max asked how old but i forgot. Then they say got another one, then I was like, oh not one, but two. Right. HAHA. But later they came and they were kinda cute. HAHA. We played hide and seek with them. Then later played ice and water. HAHA. Back to the kid days. Yeah quite fun though. Then after that had to go. Me and Max headed to Poo's house. We played LIPS! This singing game. SUPER FUN! :D I want that gameeee! Hahaha. Fun. And went home at around 6. Yup. Can'y upload the pics here now, don't know why. But will put it some other day (: Til then. Bye!

-edit. okay finally can post pictures (:

PAPA-PAPARRAZI

2009-06-24T22:52:00.003+08:00

Hey!
Updating pictures (: Just a few.

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Guess I miss you more then I thought.

DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY

2009-06-23T00:35:00.004+08:00

HI.
Today was fun! Went tamp to watch monster vs aliens. Again! ._. But this time 3D, with small val and joel. I was super late. Hahaah. During the movie he kept throwing popcorn at me and stuffs. Annoying! Haha. Later we tamp1 to wait for the rest. Sharon, Gordon and Matt came. Sharon keep saying Guen Jan Diiii. HAHA. Wth. We went for dinner at this korean outlet. Kinda cool. Ate some chicken thingie. HAHA. It was so funny in there. We joked around and stuffs. HAHA. Sharon keep saying she want taiwanese mee sua. Hahaha. Thenn they wanted to go eat frolick later. Matt heard frog leg when Gordon said frolick so like we kept thinking, frog leg with kitkat and oreo, the toppings gordon wanted, and the other toppings. Haha. Kay lame. But it was so funny! :D Went frolick after that, i didn't want. Then we went walking around. And when we were crossing the road to tampines mall. We suddenly heard: AHHHH SHARON! Guess who. It was Amanda Teo, with Chloe and Randi. Haha, she kept screaming. LOL. OKay yeah then walked around and went home at 8plus. Had a great time today :D

THESE SMALL HOURS, THESE LITTLE WONDERS. THE TWIST AND TURNS OF FATE

2009-06-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

Come to think of it. This line kinda relates in what i'm going through in life. In sucha short time, many things can change, 'wonders' happens, unexpectedly, and fast. It takes control - also takes away.

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Sigh.

SORRY, SORRY, SORRY, SORRY

2009-06-22T00:06:00.006+08:00

Bernice, I miss you. And I'm sorry.

YOU SAID THERE WERE TONS OF FISH IN THE WATER, SO THE WATERS I WILL TEST

2009-06-20T23:36:00.004+08:00

Hey!
I went shopping today! Bought this super nice dress :D Yay, And heels!
Yesterday my dad and my siblings played a game and the stake was whoever wins will get to choose where to eat for dinner today! And so i won! And i chose sakae. But my dad brought us to this restaurant at central called waraku. Heh yeah. Sooooooo delicious :D Then later we went to Clark Quay cause it's like next to it only. And ate ice cream! Then there were some freakshows people walking around. When I saw them, i got up and walked away from them. Then some freakshow guy in pink said, she's scared. But I thought he was refering to someone else cause i didn't think he saw me walking away. Then i turned around and he was like behind me. And he keep following me! Freaky much. LOL. Okay yeah. Yay, church tomorrow! :D But. I have usher duty ._. I wanna quit usher!

PISSED

2009-06-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

Fcuk luh!
I'm so freaking pissed. Right now i could be out with the rest of the people who went for the night tour thingie. But my parents grounded me yesterday so like. I'm stuck here now? Wtf. i was sooooo looking forward to it luh. DAMNNNNNNNNNN D: Arghszx.

Grounded. Wtffffff!

2009-06-19T14:36:00.003+08:00

You don't even know, know, know.

YO.

Sorry no pictures. Cause my parents took away my laptop. Wth. Kay anywayzx. Shall post about yesterday! :D

So, thursday, I went to tampines at around two thirty with Maxine and beth. Maxine and I were walking around looking for each other. HAHA. So funny. Then we went to buy tickets for Ghost of Girlfriends past and went KFC as we still had time. We didn't felt like eating so just bought drinks. The movie was nice! :D Cried a few times. Later, we went to KFC again, to eat. Haha. Yup. Beth left. Me and Max stayed there to study (: For a short while only. Then went back at six thiry. I had a feeling i would see someone from church, and I did! I saw Amanda Ang. Wanted to call her but then by the time i realized was her, we walked past each other already. Haha so yeah.

Went back, MingHui was there. When she went back, my parents came back and found out the house was in a mess. Then my father got really angry. And yeah. I got my laptop back for like what? 30mins. Tsk. Idiots luh they. Super annoying. Me, my sis and my brother are grounded. So tonight the church thingie I can't go! D: Fish! I was looking forward to it for the whole week and then they spoiled it. I feel like i'm wasting my life staying at home everyday doing nothing. Maybe they got deprieved childhood last time, so now they're making us have it too. GR! D:<

bye.

2009-06-17T17:46:00.004+08:00

Goodbye.

Yo!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN! - 16june.
&HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHUI :D

Saturday was the I AM STYLE event. Jolene, Ara and Me had to be ushers -.- I wanna quit usher and I told already. Kay anywayszx, the event was kinda cool. I thought this event, cause it's about fashion and all, would attract more people to come but the people who came are like the same for other events. And I heard that only two souls were saved. Thank God. It's better that nothing (: So after everything, helped to clean up, mopped the jacob room. Ohyeah! Jolene did something stupid in the jacob room. HAHAHA. HILARIOUS :D Ooo. yellow is scary. Hahaha! Okay after cleaning up. Went home at around 11plus.

Sunday had church, after that went Yoshinoya with Jolene. And I saw someone O: So cool. Hahaa. Kay.

I tried, i gave you a letter to clarify and all, but you didn't reply me. So I guess you don't wanna go anythng about it. Well then, i don't wanna be held back too. Goodbye.
And you, that was just so sudden and super lame. I wanted to talk to you that morning, but you went off so fast with her. So ohwell. Goodbye.
Not worth my time since you all don't bother.

Oh beautiful, so damn beautiful.

2009-06-13T13:48:00.013+08:00

Oh beautiful, so damn beautiful.

Hey! Okay gonna post about my melbourne trip. It's so cool. Like literally cause it's winter. Haha. Our flight was at 10pm. In the plane, 7hours + I watched only one movie, confessions of a shopaholic. Then slept throughout. And the people gave me childrens meal ._. Anyway. Reached.
Was so cold! Took shuttle bus i think and then they drop us at our service apartment, habour escape. The shuttle bus outside there's this thingie that says, dusty on the outside, clean and green on the inside. hahaha. So cute. LOL.

The apartment has like a city and habour view. Yup. They haven't clean the place cause someone just checked out so we have to come back two hours later. I was so tired, thought i could sleep but have to go out. So just walked around the habour. Their crows are seagulls. Hahaah. So cute. Came back and slept until 6plus. And by that time, all the shops are closed already -.- So early!

Second day went to take the tram to federation square, the visitor centre there to book places to the snow mountain. But the person said it's closed or something, or cause there is no snow. ): So sad, so then we booked a tour to the great ocean road.

This is a church near federation square. Nice right.

And we saw indian protestors. So cool! The sign says: stop police racism. end now. So cool. Never saw before. LOLLL.

Tuesday, it's the day of our tour. Me and my siblings are like the only kids there ._. So. The journey is 300km from the meeting point. So there's alot of stops in between.

While waiting for the bus to come, which was btw 30mins late.

This is a stop where we feed birds or something. Cool. Then we saw koala! It's so cute! I can't take a picture cause it's up a tree so quite small plus the leaves kinda hide it. One feeding, one bird flew on my head. The claws are kinda pain.

There were ducks too. On the way there are other photo stops and all. We are up the mountain and the scenery is awesome.

Waterfall.

Then after all the stops, finally reached great ocean road, the twelve apostles thingies. OMG it's super beautiful! The sky is like so clear and all. And the wind is super strong and loud. The wind is so strong that it can push me. Woots. The ocean is super awesome, marvellous and all.

Just look at the to tides and everything. It's so clean and strong and beautiful. And we saw rainbow quite a few times :D

There! rainbow.

The twelve apostles. Prettaye (:

Another rainbow! And some points it started to rain. And the rain were like bullets shooting you. It's so painful. And the wind was super strong and all. It was so cool, my hands were like numb in seconds. My brother and sister cannot take the cold, so at the stops they just came out for a few seconds and then went back in the bus. Ohoh! Look at this rock! My father told me yesterday. We saw this on tuesday. And on wednesday guess what happen? The middle part collapsed! So now it's like only two rocks! SO COOL. Thursday it was on newspaper. Woahhhh right :D

Beautiful.

After everything, reached back the apartment at seven thirty? Wednesday we rented a car and drove around trying to get to Luna park. But then we can't find it. When having lunch my father ask the waiter and he told us how to get there. We went there and it was close. Wasted. Ohwell. Thursday checked out at 10. And drove around. Yup. That's all. Such a short trip. Ohyeah, about the snow mountain. THAT STUPID PERSON GAVE US THE WRONG INFORMATION. IT WAS SNOWING ALREADY AND BY WEDNESDAY THE SNOW WAS LIKE 40M THICK! Dammit! What a waste D: She gave us the wrong information ): If not i would have seen snow D:

Ohkay. Anyways, thank God that he protected us throughout the trip from H1N1, or getting sick. In the plane back i don't know why but i was so afraid that the plane was going to crash. At the time there was an annoucement made, and i heard the plane was going to crash. Then my heart stopped and i looked around but no one was panicking. So i realized, i heard wrongly ._. Haha.

Okay! I AM STYLE event later :D So excited. Hee.

2009-06-12T20:53:00.001+08:00

HEY!

I'm back from melbourne! But I'm so lazy to post cause it's kinda long and I got alot of pictures. Heh. Ohwell. I'll post some other day (: Can't wait for tomorrow' I AM STYLE event in church :D

Two six, class parrrrr-taye

2009-06-06T17:54:00.004+08:00

Hey!
Class party was kinda cool. It was also like a farewell party for MICAH who's migrating to america ): Or was it australlia. Okay. I'm not sure but she's migrating. Aw. It was held at Straford court. I went to meet Brenda first and we went to parkway to get things for the party. After that, proceeded to her house to get collect her fries that she's bringing for the party. While waiting for her grandma to fry them, we painted our nails and stuffs. Heh. Then we went to meet Nick and Poooj and then headed to straford court to meet the rest. Yup. It was great. The party was quite well planned and all. Not like one that like, don't know what to do and just sit around slacking. Although the food wasn't much. But it was still satisfying. But so unhealthy. No veggies. Haha.

Mebika so engrossed in the TV. Haha.

We played games like pictionary, and this game, i forgot the name, in which you have to stuff as many marshmallow in your mouth as possible. Yeah, so funny :D Then later they played songs and like we danced around and stuffs. Awesome! Then at different times, a few of us will go out of the function room and do the stuffs for Micah. It was really sweet. We had a scrapbook with pictures of her and wrote our little notes to her. And we also wrote notes on balloons and put it in the fountain. So pretty (:

Me and Micah!

Me and Pearlyn!

Brenda, Nick, Pooj and Meeeee.

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

2009-06-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
I don't know bout you. But i really miss you alot. As I read all the letters, i'm missing you even more. It shouldn't end like this. Everything's wrong. And I'm sorry, but nothing I say can change anything right. & It'll never go back to how we were last time, right. I wish i could really take everything back.

Loves.

Not enough to say that i miss you.

2009-06-04T14:35:00.003+08:00

Not enough to say that I miss you.

I'm so freaking bored. Staying at home everyday. Tsk. Tomorrow is two six class party, i still not sure if my parents allow ._. And i also don't know what food to bring. Three more days to MELBOURNE! Finally, going somewhere not Malaysia. Yay, i'm so excited :D Woots. Here is some class photos :D

CAMP CORRI!

2009-05-31T23:07:00.014+08:00

Yo peopleeeeeee!

I'M BACK FROM CAMP CORRI OH NINE! It was just awesome :D This post is gonna be a long one. I shall write bout what happen on thursday.

Thursday was results day. Went to school to collect our report books. Then Maxine, Pooj and I went to tamp for breakfast at macs. Pooj went home then me and Max went to catch MONSTER VS ALIENS! :D HAHAHA. It is super nice and hilarious! You all should totally watch it. Then we went NTUC to meet Zandra and YingXiu, they were there to buy camp stuffs. Then went home.

Friday morning. Camp day. And my freaking menses came! D:< Wth! Went to school and realized that I DIDN'T BRING MY PLATE, FORK, SPOON AND CUP ._. Gosh. Then went to the hall, not suppose to bring phones but alot of us sneaked :D Hah! We were put in groups and were introduced to our instructors and all. I'm in group one and our instructor is YaoXing and Eileen. Yaoxing, some retarded instructor. HAHAHA, but seriously. Also introduced to our sec3 facils, they were nicole, kimberly, michelle and effa. Then thought of group name, we're called conquerers, designed group flag and cheer. They bought us old chang kee curry puff for breakfast. Hm, not bad. Then went to Jalan Bahterra D: I thought the place was horrible cause everyone described it that way. But then it was kinda alright. The huts were cool, the toilets are not very dirty and the bathroom was spacious enough (: First day, we did stupid high elements. Freaking scary okay! I didn't wanna do but found myself to be one of the first doing it. It was super scary, the whole time up there i was like whining and i was leaning backwards like going to fall! The uncle below ask me not to hold on to my belay rope but hold on to the other rope but, i can't. If i do, i'll just loose my balance, so i didn't bother and held on to both ropes. And finally, i was done with that! Phew. The food were nice. Once, me and brenda were walking down the stairs when this big lizard thingie, gecko i guess, ran pass and we both scream like don't know what and ran up. HAHAHA. While sleeping, they woke us up in the middle of the night shouting fire fire! Wthhhhh! Then gathered at the carpark and Chief Veron lectured us for not being fast enough. Then she ask us to go back and they'll shout fire again and we have to gather there fast. After that, we went back to sleep -.-

Second day, saturday, we went to do freaking abseiling! D: I wanna do ziplineeeee! Then in the end is do abseiling. Shyte luh, i was freaking scared, like really. Then i finally took up courage and went to wear the harness and helmet then guess what! It started raining heavily! Hoooooray :D So didn't do. Then both groups come together and went to the hut 2 and thought of campfire item and our cheers and all. Then they wanted to dance to nobody by wonder girls ._. So Cheralyn and Joxanne thought us the dance. We had to cook our own lunch with some jelly thingie. Not stove but somethingie. Had plain maggie noodle with no seasoning those type, with bake beans and curry chicken. Later we had stupid MUD WALK! D: Nature rumble shyte, what mud walk. It was freaking disgusting like seriously! We walked on some muddy pathway, but that wasn't it yet. Then the mud walk was like 3m deep. It was really really really gross. It's like soil water, damn gross, everything was blackish. Like ew. Then Yaoxing asked us to sit in the mud water and place our hands inside and pick up the mud and wipe on each other's shirt. And luckily! Those who had menses didn't need to do it! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D After mud walk was KAYAKING! Yes! I love that the most :D We went into the water for some confidence test. I had menses but nevermind luh. Super fun! Me and pearlyn partnered and took a boat and went to kayak together! So cool! It's like kayak with ourselves and not with any teachers with us! AWESOMEEEEEEE. Then the instructor ask us to gather. Me and pearlyn were first there, but the instructor told us to go first cause others haven't come. So we paddled away, and guess what? Most people were there already and the formed a line, me and pearlyn wanted to paddle there then we keep asking people to hold on to our boat but then cannot. So like we ended up paddling rounds and rounds and rounds around their line before someone finally held on to our boat. Tskkkk! Super fun luh kayaking :D Then did some activity that we have to paddle in threes so like people in the middle just hold on to both boats while the side people paddle. Then the people at our side are like wth. We were in the middle, and we had to direct them how to paddle -.- I love kayaking! After that! BATHE! Whooo. Dinner was nice that day. BUT! You know those flies that like flying around the light that one. Yeah. Then alot of those started DROPPING DOWN! And some landed on our food! It was damn gross! Then we can hear people screaming from different tables. Super funny. Two landed on mine, but they landed on the food that i didn't want so i scream and like scoop it away. Then some landed on the table, i asked Yaoxing to take it away. Hahah. Then i was on my last mouth of the food, then i saw the flies on the table and i kinda hesitated cause the food was nice and i wanted to eat it, but then the table damn gross, so i hesitated then decided, ew, i don't wanna eat already. Yuck-k man. THENNNN HAD CAMPFIREEEEEEEEEE!

C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG. CAMPFIRE!

Awesome! Our class was the first to perform. Yup. Kinda weird but still great for last minute changes and all. Campfire was awesome luh. Had alot of jumping around like crazy people, screaming, shouting, cheering, laughing like mad cows. Super fun and high :D Lights out were at 1am that day (: Reallly tired.

Third day, sunday, yay going home day. During breakfast they played those kiddy songs like, spongebob, bob the builder, twinkle twinkle little star, power puff girls and all and we sang along. So fun (: After that, just did some cleaning up and all. Our group cleaned the hall/MPH. After cleaning slacked there and played games with kimberly! (: And soon after, it's farewell. Whooo! Had much fun in camp, but still can't wait to go home. In the bus, almost everyone slept including me (:

Went home and ate then i made it in time for oikos! Aralin told me that Jily came for service! Then i didn't come D: Of all days why must he come today and not some other sunday D: Ohwell. After that went to isushi with Jolene, Ara and Stephanie. Yup (: Went home and slept from 4 til 7. Woots. At night, downloaded and watched the happening, like finally. It's super freaky.

Movieeeee.

2009-05-27T19:13:00.003+08:00

Hey people.

Was almost last for school today. Actually was late already but the teacher was kind enough to tell us to run before really late. So anyway. Sat in the hall all the way til recess today. Boring and tired. Nowadays I don't know why but i always got no appetite/mood to eat. Because of ........ But still good cause i can lose weight :D Also had classroom cleaning ._. School ended at 1 today! :D But we stayed back to do our class camp corri cheer. Dammit, i don't want camp. Anyway, managed to finish it, Micah finished it (: After schol ponned CCA. Cause i didn't feel like going. No mood. So I went to Jolene's house :D Missed her as she never come church for two weeks. Tsktsk. Haha, her father fetched us and her mom made us dumplings. Oooo yummy (: Then! We watched The Uninvited. Omg, so interesting and nice. Not very scary but still scary. Then later watched Bride Wars. The story is about bestfriends and stuffs. Hmmmm. Heh heh. Kay then slacked for awhile before going home. And i realized i left my books at her house but nevermind. Dammit luh! After tomorrow i won't have tuition already. Yes i dread tuition but i need it. i scared i fail my maths! With tuition maths fail, now without then how?! She luh, last minute tell people one. Need to fly to turkey for her husband and daughter. Tsk ? -.- She's so, don't know what luh. Aiyo. Kay bye (:

2009-05-26T16:45:00.002+08:00

HEY! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I love you (:

Today school ended at 11am! Yay (: Cabbed to tamp with Leona, Nick, Pooj, Vick and Jerry. It was super funny! Cause like only four person are allowed in cab right. So we decided that jerry hide behind the driver's seat on the floor. Then five of use went in, Leona said the driver mouth open. Then he was like, wah so many, talking to the five of us! HAHAAH :D Then when we went down the cab, 5$ total. The uncle was like, 1$ each eh. Then we were giggling. Jerry had no other wway to come out so she came out openly, then the uncle was like, ehh, then point in shock. HAHHAHA, so funny (: Walked around looking for a bag as Vick wanted to buy one. Then went to eat pastamania. This guy then suddenly came up to us and said something like this, hi erm, blahblah, er so hi. Then we were like hehhhh? LOL. Then we continued and said his friends all playing this game and the forfeit is to get numbers from us! So we were like hehhhh? Then he say to be fair get ALL our numbers. LOL? Then Vick gave ahem's number. Hahah! Then he keep saying thanks. LOL. Went walking around looking for nick's brother's present. His birthday today too. Cool. And went to look for my mom's one also. Yup. Then went home at 3plus.

- What happen to the innocent and kind you? You changed into someone like her. I tell you like so many things but you don't even tell me anything. Wow. You changed alot.

- Ohwell, no reply. So i guess you have thrown away the letter since you already wanted to. Hm.

- When you were alone and having that thingie with them, i was with you and almost lost my friend. Now that it's my turn, you're not there for me. Wow thanks.

- I know you hate me now, so it's like back to the same old us. Except for the fact that i don't hate you now.

Depressed.

2009-05-25T20:58:00.004+08:00

Never in my life did i think that i would lose two of my closest friends. At least not that fast. But, well. Don't really wanna talk about it. Thanks for your advice and telling me all that. We've been through many problems and it have to end like that. Hm, so I guess it's goodbye ? Hopefully not. Gonna miss you girls. Love.

To all those whom i've hurt in the past, i'm really, really sorry!

So lost.

2009-05-24T18:30:00.005+08:00

Why does those problems keep coming at me so unexpectedly, one after another. Just when i'm feeling upset over one thing, another thing will just come and make it worst. Oh gosh, i really can't take it anymore. Please just take it all away.

But, but, I thought......................................

I was really shocked and lost for words when you said that. I was just merely asking and i had to get that kind of response.

First her, then her, then now you? Seriously, what is going on???? So lost.

Update!

2009-05-21T18:53:00.008+08:00

Hey!
Sorry for not posting these few days, really lazy. Everytime i on the com i'll go to youtube and watch boys before flowers! Hahh. Nice :D Anyway.

Thursday was Pink day as to raise breast cancer awareness. So we can wear pink top, shoes, socks, paint nails pink that day. Yup.

Friday school ended early, at 10 :D So went to e!hub to catch Night at the museum 2 with Nick, Maxine, Leona, Poojitha (: Me and Leona didn't wanna watch it but the rest wanted to so yeah. It was okay. Nicole say it was boring and she was waiting for the movie to end. Hahah, and who wanted to watch it :D Then we just sat around and slacked cause we had alot of time. I was suppose to go school in the afternoon and not morning cause that MsTan force me to go and support the investiture thingie in the afternoon but i didn't want to go.

Saturday, had usher and service flow meeting in church. Met aralin and went isushi for lunch! (: Yumyumyum. It was like a sushi day cause we ate alot of sushi! In the meeting, Eunice talked and taught us how to catch those people who slain cause ushers have to do that. Erm, i can't really catch. Hee. After church buy sushi again! Hahah :D

Sunday i had usher duty in the main service as it was church anniversary. I didn't even know i was in usher. LOL. Yeah kinda blur cause when i went for the meeting yesterday i should have figured it out. Anyway, main service is boring as usual. After that had oikos, me and aralin teach. It was suppose to be 40mins plus long, but our message was short, and sweet! Sharon said it was good ((: Went to buy sushi and ate in the library. Went back to church for captain's ball! At first only me and ara playing with the guys but we were extraded so we sat down. Then whye mun go say boys against girls. Tsk of course guys win right. But we managed to score 2 points (: Then went home.

Today we had project work, it's a new thingie luh. Called project work. Kay then one activity was to use the materials given and make a package for our egg so when dropped it won't crack. I did that in church before so i kinda know how to do it. Just use alot of newspapers and masking tape and wrap it all around into one big ball. Yup (: And ours didn't crack. Heh. People in my group are, Joxanne, Farhana and neelam -.- Gosh. neelam, everytime will be in same group as her! Gah! Anyway, didn't go out today cause i didn't feel like. I went home hoping to get a nice cold shower as the heat is killer! BUT! I bathed without heater like always and the water was hot! D: Ar well, there goes my nice COLD shower.

Yankee doodle.

2009-05-20T19:33:00.004+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyylo! (:

Today was better then yesterday yes, but still screwed. Anyway, had brain gym today, quite fun. Hahah. The instructors damn annoying ah, can't stand there face. Hehh. There is one part where we have to crumple magazine pages into balls then THROW AT PEOPLE! Super funnn! :D We aim at the instructors and they also keep throwing at us. Tskk! But very fun. One of our activities today was maths lesson -__- Then EVERYONE, the WHOLE class joined table with someone except for me. Wtf man. Mr Siddiq is nice. Hahah (: Kay anyway. Then had CCA.
We had phototaking for dance! :D Awesome. Other CCAs also have luh. Different level wear different costumes but got not enough so some different. I like my costume. Heh (: Then danced, and they taught us some new steps for JaiHo. Yup (:

Yesterday at eastpoint

Ohyeah, forgot to say that sunday had BBQ at my dad's colleague's place. Yup (: Then they say got one girl small that time look like me, name Feon. Cool. My brother and Feon. Aww (:

Saturday

2009-05-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

Oh. My. Gosh.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2009-05-19T19:45:00.005+08:00

Life has been melancholic/depressing/disappointing these few days. It's like just one click and everything is gone. People change, friends just move away from you. And everything is all messed up. Depressing D: I told myself not to post any of this kind of post, but i thought. If i can't show it in life, then why not express it on blog. I will lie on my bed every night just worrying about the next day. I dread dread dread going to school now. Everyday i go to school, i'll just be fucking _ _ _ _ _ _ _. Ohwell.

Saturday went out with Maxine, Pooj and Nick supposingly to play badminton, but all the CCs, sports halls courts were fully booked so then we went to Maxine's house and watched Hollow Man halfway. Haha.

Sunday we had main service cause of church's anniversary. It was boring, like always. Haha. Then the fun part was! It was open oikos so we went to pizza hut for lunch! :D And me and ara need not teach. So got one more week to prepare (: I love going for church outtings, cause at least in church i feel some love, not like yeah. Kay anyway.

Yesterday was really boring. And something happened. Kinda regretted it but yeah. So now you know how is it like when people gossip in front of you, yes. FYI, you only got it once by me, but i get it from you like all the time. Anyway, just checked papers. I only failed maths (: Expected luh. The others were border line. But my hist was GREAT! I got 80% which is an A1! :D :D Awesomeee. Now i think i'm gonna choose pure history as one of my combos yup.

Today really sucked. In school, i was so damn fucking kdes nts. Then erm, i went to the
snhkds and bqhdc. Hm only my bestfriends can figure that out. Ohwait! I forgot, i don't have one. Kay anyway. Went to eighteen chef today after school for lunch! First time there, quite nice(: Then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hopefully tomorrow will be a MUCH better day yes.

Oikos preparation.

2009-05-15T21:28:00.009+08:00

Hey babes! :]

Today went to meet Aralin to do our oikos lesson preparation (: Went to the library cause bedok macs was packed. So yeah, stayed there from around 1plus til 3plus, took alot of pictures :D Later, we went to tampines to find Jolene cause she was there with Xenia (: And bought friendship band! They went for their movie and we went home, while in the mrt station, saw Leona, Maxine and Nick! Heh. Then went home yup (:

Exams are overrrr!

2009-05-14T17:56:00.003+08:00

Heyyyylo! :D

Yesterday went to tamp KFC, again ? D: Fattening. Went there after science paper, not easy. Ohyeah! And i saw WENKAI! Hahah (: Then later went to Maxine's house and watched John Tucker must die. Nice! (:

Today. Exams are over. Yay me! :D Hahaah. Yup, they are over. Today in the morning, it was raining really heavily right. So yeah, on the way to school, at one void deck. I Was helping Mingszx hold her umbrella, then there was this strong wind and the umbrella was like going to fly. So i held on to it and then i fell! HAHAHA. Super funny! :D Then reached school, at the sunken foyer, i slipped and fell again! :D HAHAHHA. I fell twice today. So funnaye. My shoes and socks were soaking wet and so i did the exam barefooted, and went out only with shoes and not socks. Haha. Today was the last paper. Maths paper2. Which wasn't so good. But i THINK that it's more doable then paper1 ._. At least i managed to finish more questions from paper2 rather then one. Okay, so after the paper, went to tamp KFC, again! -.- Man! I feel so obesse, been eating KFC alot recently. Gah! D: Okay, as i was saying, went to KFC and poojitha treated us cause in liew of her birthday. Yeah. Thanks poo! :D Okay then we walked around tamp, then went to whitesands, e!hub. And walked around. Later went back to whitesands, and they wanna eat macs, so ate. And guess who i saw?! James and Sacha! O: Hehh. So yeah. Then went homeeeeeeeeeeee (:

Life's miserable;
,I lost my bestfriend, and maybe a goodfriend (?)
,All you do is ignore me ? Give me attitude ? Leave me out ? Think of yourself ?
,I don't think i can trust anyone now.
,Until now?!? I still have to choose!?!

MAN! ):

Florick!

2009-05-12T19:35:00.008+08:00

Heylo babeys! :]

Today had maths exam which was totally screwed. I skipped quite many questions and had no time, so i counted them and i lost FIFTEEN marks! Like woah! D: Sigh! After that, cabbed to tamp1 with Mingzx, Bernice and Pra! It was like super early cause the paper ended at nine thirty and we reached at ten. So walked around, then finally went to eat FLORICK! Hahah, okay, it's FROLICK, but me and bernice keep misprounoucing it as FLORICK! Hahaha. They ate but i didn't cause i dislike yougurt. But that was nice, frozen yougurt, but can't eat too much cause i don't like yougurt. Haha. Frolick was like the appetizer, we went to subway next! :D Shared with Bernice subway meltsz. My first time eating there so i didn't know how to order, and sort of made a fool of myself. HAHA! We saw this mother carrying a cute baby! But the mother looked like a teenage mom O: Kay anyway, went walking around. Then pra went home while we went to Mingszx house. Were high and crazy! :D OHYEAH! AND We made a song! :D Okay halfway, got the music and the tune already now left the lyrics! :D :D Then at two plus, Bernice going home but she found out that her wallet was missing! And it was partially my fault ): So we went to the exerise park, the last place the wallet was seen. Then we sat down at the void deck in defeat. Heh cause we couldn't find it. And sat there til like three thirty and we went home. Sorry Ber! ): Ooooo, and i got a piano! Awesome (: Digital piano luh. Heh :D Yay! For my sister actually but i cannot can use what. Heh okay.

Peekchers! :D

Charles babeh! :D xoxo.

You are such a bitch, i don't know what your problem is. Sigh ):

Let's praise the LORD.

2009-05-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

A psalm. A song. For the Sabbath day. It is good to praise the LORD and make music to your name, O Most High, to proclaim your love in the morning and your faithfulness at night, to the music of the ten-stringed lyre and the melody of the harp. For you make me glad by your deeds, O LORD; I sing for joy at the works of your hands. How great are your works, O LORD, how profound your thoughts! The sensless man does not know, fools do not understand, that though the wicked spring up like grass and all evildoers flourish, they will be forever destroyed. But you, O LORD, are exalted forever. For surely your enemies, O LORD, surely your enemies will perish; all evildoers will be scattered. You have exalted my horn like that of a wild ox; fine oils hve been poured upon me. My eyes have seen the defeat of my adversaries; my ears have heard the rout of my wicked foes. The righteous will flourish like a palm tree, they will grow like a cedar of Lebanon; planted in the house of the LORD, they will flourish in the courts of our God. They will still bear fruits in old age, they will stay fresh and green, proclaiming, "The LORD is upright; he is my Rock, and there is no wickedness in him".

Laughing gas.

2009-05-11T14:19:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH. Woahmygosh.
Me and my sister are like retards. I have alot of laughing gas in me and we're like laughing and crapping around like crazy people. HAHAHAHAHAH! Man, i have to cherish this opportunity with my sister cause she's hardly like that. Hahahh! Okay luh, not hardly but her mood swings reallly fast, and a small teeny weeny thing will just set her off, and she'll go to her emo, grumpy petty mood. So yeah. Hahaha. She's like doing retarded stuffs and keep running away from the camera cause i wanna take her doing retarded stuffs. Hahahah okay. Tomorrow got school, have to wake up early. Man! ):

Senile? O

2009-05-10T20:35:00.009+08:00

Hey people :D

Firstly, Happy Mother's Day and Happy Birthday Daniel!

Okay. Aw man, i think i'm getting really blur and forgettful nowadays. Yesterday I went to tamp1 with Aralin to get the stuffs for Sharon's birthday celebration today during oikos.

We were in the train going back when i realized that we forgot to buy the thing! ._. So went Bedok NTUC to get drawing block, no choice. So i paid, went out and realize i didn't take the drawing block ._. So went back to take. In the bus, going home, i was sitting next to Jeremiah all along, and I didn't even realize until he got off the same stop as me! -.- Gosh! I did the card until like 12? Tskk.

Today, I went church and realized I didn't bring all the gifts and stuffs! -.- Man! During service,pastor Andrew asked us to get paper, and write our names, then pass around for people to write down positive comments about ourselves. So cool! :D And I'm feeling good now. Hahaha (: During oikos celebrated Sharon's birthday, which was on 7may. Then later had dance ministry (: Quite slack today cause Raquel and Chloe didn't come so no ballet, and Me, Lin and Ber did not do breakdance. Heh. But then we felt bad so decided to stop what we were doing and join them. Then I did handstand with the help of Valerie and Lin(: Yup.

I am addicted to this cute show now on playhouse disney, and it's called POCOYO! SOOO ADORABLE! (((:

Awwww, so cute! I know right :D

I hate chinese.

2009-05-07T15:48:00.006+08:00

Heyylo :D

Firstly,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHARONNNNNNN! <3
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANOR! (:

Woah, my brother's birthday 6may. Sharon's 7may,
and Eleanor's today, 8may. Tsk! Then still got mother's day,
andand Poojitha's birthday! So many presents to buy. Ah!
Okay had geog paper today. It was doable BUT, BUT! I did not
freaking do my last question which I KNOW! and it was
4 MARKS! O: ))))))))))))))): How could i be so dumb, omg.
I forgotten to do it like what the heow? ):
Okay then erm, had chinese orals later which totally sucked?
I didn't know how to read the words and i spoke softly cause
well, i don't know how to read. And luckily no picture discussion!
Yes! :D But, the conversation sucked. She said something about
plastic bags and the new stucture that we have to use our
own bags instead of plastic bags. Then the first time she said
that, i thought she say what merchants selling things! Then i asked
her to repeat and kinda sort of get it. I kept saying 'erm' and 'then'.
And i freaking said global warming in freaking english. Then she
told me what it was in chinese but i forgot. And once, she asked me
something, i was talking halfway and suddenly i forget the question,
and so i ended of if, yeah so yeah. Woahmygosh! Confirm get very
low marks. Tsk. Then after that, went to G.O collect our phones, ohyeah
they took our phone btw. Kay then. Maxine, YingXiu, Zandra, Leona, Nicole
and Me went to whitesands to eat and saw Eleanor with her boyfriend
Alex. Yup. Then went E!hub and play catching! HAHAHA! :D So fun :D
Ohyeah, then saw Eleanor and Alex again, Eleanor went toilet, then
that YingXiu go take toilet paper and wet it and throw inside
Eleanor's cubicle. Then we went out left yingxiu and zandra, cause we
scared Eleanor angry. Tskk. Then on our way out she smsed Maxine
say she at Kbox toilet and some people are like disturbing her. Help me please.
Something like that. Then we pretend oh eleanor! We coming to help you!
Cause we know it's yingxiu what. Hahaha. So funny! And she came
out and yingxiu was like, happy birthday! :D Hahaha. Okay then went somewhere
and rest left with Maxine at 4plus. Yup (:

Pictures for that day at KFC with Nick.

He kisses her.

He kisses her, he kisses her again.

Doodling!

Domo roar! My smile, your smile.

Boo!

Romeo and Juliet.

C is for childish, Childish is for Nick.

Lyvia is childish, written by nick.

2/6 ♥ MrDinesh.

C is for Childish, Childish is for NICK.

Domo!

Nicole is a rock, Lyvia is a DIAMOND (:

Nothing ever goes right.

2009-05-06T19:54:00.003+08:00

Aw man ):

God never fail to surprise me everyday, some pleasant,
but most are not.

Year two thousand and nine really suck, big time!
I know i keep on repeating it, but it really does!
Sighhh ): First, cause of you know who, and now,
i'm really afraid that i'm gonna lose you as a friend.
And now, i think it's gonna be soon ): And i don't want to.
I don't know if throughout our friendship, whether you
treat me as a bestfriend or not. It didn't really felt
that way. I don't know what you mean by that, but i hope
you said it cause you didn't know how to phrase it
in another way. I want to believe that but it felt like
you were saying, 'Of course as time goes by, i will change bestfriend'.
Mann ): Gahhhhh! Now i have no one to turn to, cause well,
when we have no one else to turn to, we turn to God.
And i'm grateful He will always be there (: Okay.

Feelin like i just lost a friend,
hope you know it's not easy, easy for me.

Oh wow, thanks. I took up so much courage just to tell
you that and that was the reply you gave me. Thanks ah.
Guys are meanies dammit.

i wanna learn guitar :D

2009-05-06T18:54:00.004+08:00

Yesterday we had english and chinese paper two.
When i was done with my chinese, i slept. Then when i
woke up and lift up my left hand, the hand that i rested
my head on, it just suddenly dropped down. It happened a
few times then was okay already. Gosh, weird. Haha.
Then after that had chinese listening -.- And i don't even
understand what they are talking no matter how hard i tried.
Tsk. Stupzx. So went mingszx house with nick and played guitar :D

Today after history paper, which ended at 100 :D
Went to tamp KFC with yingxiu, nick and poojitha.
Went to buy tacho pachi with yingxiu first :D
Then went KFC and guess who i saw! GARY KONG! Hahah.
Maxine, jolene and beth came and join
us cause they were at tamp too but they ate already. Then they
wanted to go seven eleven and they asked us to meet them
at tamp1. But we decided to like spy on them. HAHA! Super fun
and funny :D :D Then in the end, they saw us and we ran away.
Hahahah! Wanted to study but then did not. Haha. Went walking
around and looking at stuffs. Very fun :D After that at about
1-2+, they all headed home left me and nick. Then we went
back to kfc -.- supposingly to study but then did not.
Hahaah. Oops. Then we were crapping and doodling.
So funny :D And i saw samantha (: Okay yuppies then
went home at like 4plus (:

Disappointed.

2009-05-04T19:22:00.014+08:00

Trying to find a place in this world.

Ahhhh! It's two six and only the most awesomest teacher ever, MR DINESH!:D

YOU are such a disappointment.
Yes! Finally the pictures! :D
Today had english and chinese paper which were doable.
Except that chinese i can't really understand what they are
trying to say. But thank God i still managed to do :}
Cause of the Swine flu, now we have to take temperatures
twice everyday! What the heeeeow.
Sighh, something happened when i was done with my chinese
paper and wanting to sleep. ♥ suddenly came into my mind.
Sigh.

After that went to macs with mingszx, nick and bernice.

Haven't been to macs with them all together for a long time.

Okay, maybe not that long but yeah. It was so funny in macs.

We sitting inside then near the glass there so can see outside.

Then there were two girls staring at us. Nick's juniors were

also at another side, then also can see outside one.

Then, we told them they kept staring, then the juniors were like,

yeah! they also keep staring, then we keep saying, and they can hear.

Then we said like loud purposely want them to hear. HAHAH! :D

Ohyeah! Got class tee today! :D Kay anyway, went mingszx house

supposingly to study but we did not, cause they keep wanting

to play the guitar. Tsk. Then ♥ ): Okay and i went home at 4

cause i got tuition >:{ Suck big time!

Okay finally the pictures! :D

Dancing during dance yesterday.

Domo and cookie monster. Aww aren't they adorable?

On saturday 2 may

My cousins! Adorable right.

Romeo and Juliet play.

Sarah and Me.

Me and Eleanor.

Brenda and Me.

Teardrops ♥

Xo; Lyvia

I love dancing :D

2009-05-03T17:57:00.002+08:00

Eh!

HOW COME STILL CANNOT POST PICTURES! >:{
GAH! Annoying. So now my blog will be boring ? Like,
what the heeeow. Okay anyway.

I went oikos today! Like finally. I didn't go for two weeks
already. Heh. Oikos was funnaye today! :D Gordon showed
us some pictures of jon and a few other youths when they were
younger. Haha. So funny.Then jon came in and someone told him.
Then he went to bring gordon's last time picture show us.
So funny! Then aralin went to draw gordon until super
funny. Hahah (: After that at two thiry, we had dance! I asked
lin and bernice to go with me and they did! Thanks :D Haha.
Cause if not then i will be alone again like the other time.
Stupzx. Ohyeah, Jon also came to join us in dance. Haha.
Kay so anyway, michelle taught us a dance, then,
raquel and chloe taught us ballet. tsktsk! I don't like ballet. Heh.
Then max taught us freaking breakdancing! O: Kinda
complicated. And what baby freeze or whatever you call it, that
stunt. Some of them managed to do, i tried and hurt my wrist.
Now okay already luh, if not i won't be posting right now. Heh.
Then me and bernice are suppose to teach them the jai ho dance
next week? tskk. Quite excited but nervous too. Hee.
Okay shall end here.

xo; lyvia.

Looking back.

2009-05-02T23:02:00.004+08:00

Recently, i have been looking back at 2008.
Just reminiscing, sometimes with my dear
friends who also misses the past, and sometimes
alone, before i fall asleep, just lying on my bed
and thinking about the past and how God blessed
me with people around me who treated me so well.
And now looking back, i can tell who are the ones
who treat me well, and who are the ones who treat
me like don't know what. I really miss 2008. And,
i was just reading someone's blog and all someone's old post,
dated until last year january. Yup. And i know that that
person has treated me well, and i enjoyed talking to
that person, but there was a period of time, i kinda treated
that person in a way i shouldn't be treating, and now our relationship
is not as close as before. Yup. Ohwell. I'm kinda starting to know
now who are my real friends and will never really
say anything about me behind my back and, i know very well
who is the one who i guess have said many things behind my back.
Almost every minute have to gossip about someone.
And i know you said things about me for just the slightest
and stupidest reasons. Sometimes you treat me so well,
and sometimes you treat me like don't know what.
But still, I treat you as my good friend. And i still love you, BITCH.

Yup i miss one six so terribly much. If there is anyway
to turn back time to 2008, i'll be glad to do it.
2008 is the best year of my life, well, so far (:

Shopping with bestie.

2009-05-02T21:13:00.003+08:00

Hey all!

I'm so pissed >:{ I can't post pictures to blogger.
I don't know why. Urghs ): Got so many pictures
to post. What the heeeeeow.

So anyway, today went to tamp1 with bernice to buy
that top we saw the other day. So cute (: And went
shopshop (: I bought a domo handphone chain! :D
Domo is so cute ain't it. I'm starting to love it :D
After shopping, went to bernice's house and slack.
Wanted to study but did not. Hahaah (: Then reached
home at around 3plus (:

I was talking about the 1/6 moments with Mingszx just
now. Sigh, oh how much i miss 1/6. It's really the best class ever!
And it changed some of us, for the better. Sigh. How i wish 1/6 clique was
never seperated ): I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss
ONE SIX o8 LOADS! 2/6 is not bad, but there is something i really hate
about being in this class. Sigh. I hope God will just help me along.
I wanna be a happy person (:

I just can't forget.

2009-05-01T18:16:00.003+08:00

♥
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you
everywhere i go. But i'm doing it.
After all this time, i thought i had forgotten you.
But even now, at night when i think about all the
things that happened. I realized that i'm not over you.
I'm still confused and still can't believe that that happened.
It was so untimely and we never had a chance to talk.
Like talk, face to face. I miss the times when we talked on
the phone and texted each other. Although you confession
was a little late, i'm still glad you told me. But still, i really
wish we could be more then this. Our friendship was really
short and as fast as the lightning, it is over. Is it? I hope not.
I thought we could be more than that. But i know we could
never be all i wanted us to be. It's really hard for me to accept
reality and dream about us talking happily and wake up to
realize it is all only and will be a dream. I miss you, oh yes i really
really do. Maybe, i just don't want to forget.
;♥

Romeo and Juliet.

2009-05-01T13:32:00.001+08:00

HII.

Ehh, so annoying. How come i cannot upload pictures? >:{
Tskk. Ohwell. I shall post pictures some other time. Sigh.

Yesterday went to watch the Romeo and Juliet play!
I was so excited! :D Went to Bedok macs with mingszx, then cab
to prashanti's house and pick her up. And we rushed to school
cause audrey called mingyi and told her the bus was gonna leave
already. But when we went there, the bus haven't even come.
Tskkk! Everyond looked so pretty and elegant in their dresses
and all. Well, most. Brenda looked really different in her make up.
Like goth. Haha. Then in the bus, maxine, eleanor, zandra and pearlyn
sat around each other and we were bitching about primary school
time and like reminiscing. So cool. Haha. And talking about
how people changed. Yeah. We reached and the jubilee hall is like
small. The play was not also as well as expected but it was quite nice
and funny. There were only 6 actors and some played different roles.
There was one part before romeo and juliet died that Paris was
suppose to die, but we did not see that in the play. Hm, wonder why.
Then background props and scenes were just basically one curtain thingie.
A few boxes which they changed around during the different scenes,
and people who acted as statues in some scenes and that's all. Yup.
The play ended at around 10 going to 11. And reached school at 11plus.
Then my father fetched me home. (:

2009-04-30T16:37:00.003+08:00

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2009-04-27T18:34:00.010+08:00

Hey all!

Today we had science presentation, drama and dance assesment.

Which totally sucked by the way. Science we did not prepare

anything. And luckily our group wasn't picked. But drama and dance.

Woah, we made a fool of ourselves. Stooopid. We did not practice

so we kinda like stone for a few parts, don't know what to do,

where to go or stand. So suckish. Drama also. We missed out one whole

chunk of lines. Then there is one line where i saying after nick,

then she forget that part so i say her line. and say mine again.

Like super screwed, i replying to myself. Ah. Screwed screwed and screwed.

Ah! I love Mr dinesh! Like the awesomest teacher ever! :D

Took class picture with him today! Oops. I will post in another post! :D

Mr dinesh is the best teacher everrrrrrrrrrr <3

And when he comes back, he high chance will not be teaching us anymore ):

Sigh! D:

After school today was super fun! Me Bernice and Mingszx went to

long johns to eat. There we crapped and retard-d alot :D

Been awhile since we did that! :D Miss those times! Sigh.

Went to a nearby exercise park and took alotalot of picturees! :D

Awesome. Then went home with Mingszxzx.

Attempting to do monkey bars.

Can you see? Making the word -LOL- Haha!

We are hanging out

The sky sure is beautiful ain't it (:

TIme flies, like really fast.

2009-04-24T21:31:00.005+08:00

Hey all.

Wednesday after school went to t3 with Nick and Poojitha
cause Nick said she wanted to study. But of course
we didn't cause me and poojitha didn't want to study.
So we walked around, ate at macs. Threw fries. Hahaah!
Recently whenever we go macs, we'll like to take our fries
and the throw it up and catch it with our mouths. So cool
I can! :D Haha. So yeah, then went to the basement and slack.
Me and poojitha played catching with each other cause that stoopid
nicole leg pain then cannot play. Hahah. So retarded luh.
Then yeah, keep taking pictures in toilet. LOL.

Omg, do ya'll realize that time passes really fast these days.
Like,woah, so fast and one week has already flew by.
And if this keeps up, i'll just get old soon ): LOLLLLL.
But seriously, why can't time just go faster when it's
boring and slower when we're having fun! It's a week more to
exams but it feels like only yesterday i become sec1 ._.
Like really, i can remember the first day of sec1 so well,
although it's like last year.

Annoying much?

2009-04-21T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hey!

Sunday 19aprilo9
I was grounded so i missed oikos on sunday )): Sigh.
Went to wildwildwet in the afternoon, haven't been there
in a while. Heh :D Then there is this huge container thingie
which will fill up after a while and then pour down, yeah then
i was waiting for it to pour and then fall cause it's fun. HAHA.
Then the water poured and the impact was kinda big. So
it hurt-d my head but still was fun. HAHA! After that
on the way home, my head was pounding. And i felt super warm.
Took my temparature and it was 37.5degrees. Not fever yet.
Then yesterday, took my temperature in the morning and
it was 37.7 degrees. Headache was still on. Then i went to school
and on the way, walking there, i vomitted outside seven eleven ._.
All water come out. LOL. The Mingszx helped me to call my
parents to come pick me up. Thankd babeh :D Then went home
and sleep. Was feeling better then my head still hurts.
So yay! Didn't go school :D Haha. Woots!

Today went school. Had 2.4km run after school. My father asked me
to run today, but i insisted, anyway, i am so much better :D Then after
the killer 2.4 run, went home alone AGAIN cause SOMEONE
pang seh-d me AGAIN for the SECOND TIME. Asshole. Hur >:{
HAHA :D Okay already luh.

Bitches;

Indian new year performance.

2009-04-21T20:08:00.006+08:00

HELLO!

Haven't beeen using the com for the past few days.
Well, basically many things took place so i was kinda
busy. Yup (: Anyway, i'm gonna post about saturday!

Saturday 28aprilo9

SAC Indian dance <3
Ohyeah, got this from shariffah's blog :D

We had a indian dance performance
today at tampines CC. The performance sucked, big time ):
When it's gonna be our turn to perform, we went
backstage and saw this group of little kids dancing to the same
song as ours - om shanti om- . That song was an original version
and an edited version and we were using
the original one for our dance. When we danced the first part,
it was nice, but then it was disastrous!
They gave us the wrong song!OO:
Then we were like so confused don't know what steps to do.
And some parts we were standing there like idiots. Seriously.
It was soooo embarrassing. Then one part, sarah suddenly
clapped! Haha. Omg. You know SAC Indian dance suppose to be awesome!
But then we gave the audience bad impression of our dance ):
When back to the room, the person apologized and we found out that the
little kids also got the song wrong! So it's like our song switched ._. Pfft.
Wanted to dance again, but can't. Ohwell. After that, went to simei banquet
with Syafiqah, Sharrifah, supposingly Shubana but she had to go home last
minute, and Chloe! And like i'm the only sec2? Tsk. It was super fun please! :D
We ate and kept lauging at people. HAHHAH! Omg. Then
we went toilet right,then the last cubicle we heard
"flushhhhhhhhhhh"
Then,
Chloe: EH! No one inside right?
Syafiqah: Got people inside luh.
Sharrifah: You open and see luh.
-Chloe slowly opens the door and there is no one-
We stared at each other with shocked faces and then
rushed for the door screaming like crazy woman! HAHAHHA.
OMG, it was super funny. People were staring at us. Scary also.
Haha! Then went to another toilet to try out, and found out there
is sensor. HAHA! Then went homeeee :D

Then at home something happened, my dad scolded me for the stupidest
reason! Ass! Lazy to say luh but yeah. Whatever. Since last saturday i haven't
talked to my mom for some reasons and i started to talk to her
only two days ago. Haha.

The sky is so beautiful;♥

2009-04-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

The sky is so beautiful.

Hey peeps! (:

Today Indian dance session was fun/tiring/emotional.

Hee. It's fun cause before CCA started Bernice, Farah, Michelle,

Yuki, Sarah, Cheralyn, Celeste and Me went tmall to eat

pastamania! (: We are like starting to bond with them now,

which is a good thing :D Awesome. It was so tiring cause

the weather is so hot and we had dance in the PFA room which is not

very cooling. And we kept practising the JaiHo dance at 6 til we were

perspiring. Tsk. Then, it was emotional cause, the sec4s are graduating

and there was this hand down session today, stacey, alex and vanessa

prepared speeches. And stacey and alex started crying which

made me cry as well. I'm not close to the sec4s and all, but still,

it's sad yeah. ): The new president and vice pres will be Hazirah and Sharifah :D

Cool (: After CCA, saw samantha (: Then took 222 with Chloe! <3

Ohyeah, i realized something, recently,

i always tend to look up the sky during morning assembly

time which is at 6+ going 7. And i'll be like,

the sky is so beautiful, which is true (: Awesome.

Dilemma.

2009-04-16T19:01:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Yesterday CCA was very fun (: Woots.
That stupid hazirah keep pinching me ):
So pain. Hur. I also got pinch her back :D

................................................................................................................

I don't know if i can trust you. Sigh.
It's like you are always against me or
something. Then another time you treat
me so nice. I am so confused. I wonder
what is going through in that mind of yours.

I seriously wish i can read people's mind.
So that i know what they are thinking and all.
You always treat me one way, then later another.
Sigh.

Recently, i don't think going school together
everyday is a good idea. It's like we get to see
the cranky side of each other and i'm afraid that
would ruin our friendship ): Sigh.

Let's 'study'

2009-04-14T20:10:00.005+08:00

ELLOH!

HAHAH :D Yesterday, that Leona go ask me to let her
drink from my water, then nicole and poojitha also asked
the same thing, then i was suspecting something so
i didn't give any of them my watie bottie. Then a few
moments later, leona was like, lyvia and i turned around, saw
my water bottle and her putting some powder into it.
Like woah, then nicole tried and she said nice, lik ew.
I tried then ewww! So disgusting.

Today, whooo after school we went tamp with Leona, Nicole and
Poojitha went to tamp supposingly to study, but expected,
we did not. Haha. We went to see tamp1, the new mall. So cool.
Haha, then went over to tampines mall macs. It's been awhile since
i went macs. Hee. After that walked around, went toy r us.
Then we went in, the counter person was like, no bags. Then
we were like, uh? Then gave our bags to them and went in.
Then Nick was like skipping and saying " yayyyy, i'm freeeeeee!
no bags!" HAHAHHAHA! So hilarious :D Then went to take pictures
this beng working there say, cannot take pics. Tsk luh, then we
went out. Went to buy tachopachi and i made Nick love it! :D
Hahaaa, then went to sit in one corner and slack, and homed (:

Once upon ehhh time 2 + oikos lunch :D

2009-04-14T18:38:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Gah, sorry for not posting! I am so lazy to post, and i'm like
addicted to paris hilton's my new BFF. Haha. So nice (: Watch it!
Wooots, so anyway, i shall post about saturday and sunday (:

Saturday 11 april

In the afternooon went to help out
for the kids mantinee thingie, watched the
musical again. Halfway during the thing, went
to Gideon hall to take free happy meal,
which was meant for the kids but nevermind, the
guy allow us to take (: After that, went over to Bedok
to buy sushi then headed to Jolene's house. Slacked
there until 7++ before heading to church for the musical.
And it is our third time watching it already! Haha.
Then some stuffs happen. Sigh. When i went home,
it was already 11pm+, i unlocked the door but it
was locked, the gate also. I guessed my parents changed
the lock, then i called them but no answer, so i just
went to Mingszx house, at 111pm+! HAHAH :D
It was so cool! I also thank her mom for letting me in
at sich a late hour! Woots (: So awesome, i could have just
stayed at her house til the next day, or when my
parents asked me to come back. Asses luh they. But i went home.
Then my father unlock the door for me and scolded me.
I did not even do anything wrong. Eeeediot.

Sunday 12 april

Now post about sunday (: Went to church, after church we

went to tamp as an oikos to have lunch. We lunched over at

pizza hut, but we didn't even order any pizza ._. Not even one.

Tsk. We were playing games and testing riddles and all. Quite fun (:

But when the bill came, woah, we all broke. Haha. Okay luh, maybe

not that bad. But still alot! Whooo ): Spent like 17 bucks ++ Haha.

Then we walked around, and then me and jolene were at popular

looking at stuffs, then she said something. And we both said something

at the same time, she said "not funny" and i said "funny" at the

same time. It was really hilarious cause we said it in the same sarcastic tone.

Hahah :D Then homed at around 5+ (; Fun day out.

Once upon ehhh time 1.

2009-04-13T15:39:00.005+08:00

Hello!

Sorry i have been posting for like, what? 4 days?
Hm. The past few days, my life has been revolving
around church. Hee. Which was great! :D
Okie, i shall post bout friday yeah (:

So friday, went to mingszx house first before going
to church for the musical. It was great. The costumes,
props, songs almost everything. There were two bimbos
and this witch, pureila, and three of them were really
annoying. Went home at around 11++

I love CCA.

2009-04-09T20:29:00.004+08:00

Heyy! :D

This whole week i was loooking forward for CCA,
i don't know why! But when i went CCA yesterday!
It was sooooooooo much fun! ((: Before CCA, Me,
Sarah, Mun, Denise, Michelle, Farah, Yuki and Bernice
went to go buy cake from choc a bloc for the sec4 graduating
seniors :D Then went for lunch and went to collect the cake.
When we went for CCA, found out it was Siti's birthday.
Then also got cake! Hahahaah! Chloe and Dinah were acting
strangely when they asked me to go to them. I suspected
something, but i went, then they each went to my arm and
intertwined them then walk me to their corner, then they
push me down and lift up my shirt! O: What the heeeeow!
Then i screamed luh, so embarrassing. Tsk! Dinah was like,
i was suppose to pull down your pants but couldn't. Hahaha!
Wth! Then we gave siti a surprise! (:
We also gave the seniors a surprise with our little gift! :D
Hahah, me and farah went to collect the cake, and lit four candles
to represent sec4. Then surprised them and got cake on our faces
and all! Hahaa. So funnny :D Took 222 home with chloe (:

Ohyeah, and 18th april there will be a performance,
18 people are chosen and i'm one of them! :D Hee! (:
So yeah, but my partner is ahemahem ._. It could have been Cheralyn!
Pfft.

I hate tuition >:{

2009-04-09T20:16:00.005+08:00

Fucktards.

HEY! (:

I am so happy! There is no school tomorrow! :D
Haha. Today i went home early cause Bernice got tuition.
Aiyah, I wanna join her tuition! ): I hate my tuition.
My tutor texted me saying there is no tuition today.
I was so happy! Then later she say got ._. Wth. I was so pissed.
Cause i hate tuition >:{ Then i purposely never bring any books
there. Then that stupid woman ask me go home take ._.
But luckily my house near, but it was raining -.- Then
i attitude, when i walked out, i was like beetch, my friend heard.
Luckily she did not. Haha. Stupzx. Then went back, there was like
total silence. Like what the heeeow, then got one china girl keep staring
at me. Then i stare back. Hur. Was super pissed. Stupid.

Whooo, i cannot wait for musical tomorrow! (:

2009-04-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

Why does this all have to keep happening.
Yeah, if i go with one, the other angry.
If i go with another, they angry. Like what the heeow.
It is so annoying, i can't stand it anymore.
Yeah, keep bitching about me just cause i go
with them right, like what the fcuk luh.
I am fcuking angry and so annoyed! >:{

Bitch about me all you want kay, know what?
I don't really care anymore.

All I need is just God beside me. To guide me throught
this thingie i'm facing.

Can't wait for musical this friday! (:

wtf; shyte you

2009-04-07T20:46:00.004+08:00

Gr! Stupid backstabbing shyte you. Whooo, who could ever thought you will.
Guess you have really changed alot. Yeahyeah, i very the biase ah.
ALWAYS 24/7, 365days talk and go with them and never go with you all ah.
Yeahyeah, very biase ah. Uh huh. I don't know if what she told me was true,
but even so, you have changed. Ohwell, whatever.

Anywayys,

HEY THERE! :D

Today was kinda fun! (: Omg. You should see what

Mdm jiang wear todayy! Gosh, so disgusting. Her top is

like so tight, like for children wear one. And so gross!

Guess what? I took a picture! (: So you all can see, but not

very well luh. Hee. Anyway, during art today, we keep disturbing

XiWen. I reelly cannot stand her stupid annoying face you know!

Sorry if i'm mean luh, but seriously kay. See her, and you will know.

GAH! We keep calling her name and loook away. So funny! :D

And other stuffs (: Then that stupid Nick, YingXiu and Micah, go

against me and try to do something to me -winkwink- tsk luh!

Haha, but they didn't manage to :D

After school, we went to E!hub (: Bussed there, me zann jolene and maxine

ran for ths bus, then leona nick and poojitha did not.

So we got in, they did not. Then in the end, we stopped at a stop

and waited for them. Pfft. While waiting, talked about somethings,

which made me so mad. Asshole! I never knew you were capable of these stuffs.

Whatever luh. Then their bus finally arrived, boarded.

We ate first, then we proceeded to play hide and seek catching in E!hub!

HAHAHAHAH :D Omg, it was so fun and funny! (: We keep running around,

then on the fifth floor got three guys, me nick and maxine

keep going fifth floor look for the others. Then they said bye and talked

to us. Haha! So funny. One round, me and maxine were a pair, hiding.

We took the lift, then the seekers were not inside. When the door was about

to close, we were going in, then Maxine suddenly scream. Scare me!

But it wasn't even them, it was someone. Omg so embarrassing.

So then played only 3 rounds, me and maxine had to leave ):

Then i wasn't sure which bus to take, maxine told me.

In the 17, maxine called, she was like, omg lyvia you took wrong bus,

you took 5! Cause 17 and 5 came together then you anyhow chiong into one

bus. Then i was like shyteshyte! I asked the uncle he say 5. GOSH!

Got off the bus, 17 was behind. Haha. But it was SOOOO

embarrassing and scary! Reached home at 0645pm -.-

So late.

I got a surprise picture with Maxine. Hahah! :D

And here is the surprise picture! :D HAHAHAH! Looks so real right!

But we DID NOT KISS AH! I tell you, we did not. Ew,

like we'll lose our first kiss to each other. No way, we're straight!

Hahahah! (: Cool right, our phototaking skills are awesome.

Haahhahahha :D

xoxo-

lyviaaaa

Koizora

2009-04-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

OMG! I'm done watching kaizora, sky of love.
Ohmygoshhhh! It is super super duper duper uber uber
sad! I'm like crying like crazy luh! I almost used finish
one box of tissue paper. Ohmygoshhh! The movie super sad.
)))): SUPER SAD )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): Gahhh!
The guy so hot! So saddd )): Sighh. Kay. Gahhh! Still can't get over it.
Just now during tuition, i was thinking about the movie!
Aaahhhhhh. So sad! ): You all should totally totally TOTALLY WATCH IT! :D
Koizora, sky of love (: Watch itttttttttttttt! <3333333

What hurts the most- Rascal flatts.

2009-04-06T20:10:00.002+08:00

When Mingszx let me hear this song this morning,
she told me that it relates to me, and listenging
to the lyrics. It kinda does. But anyway, this is a
really really really nice and touching song (:

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

I feel like dancing(:

2009-04-06T15:01:00.003+08:00

Hey babehszxzx!

See the time now? It's only three! And I'm like at home already.
It's like once in a long time that i came home straight after school.
Whooo, my parents must be proud. Haha! Kay anyway,
i didn't really feel like going out today, plus everyone having CCA.
So yeahh. After school, went bubbletea shop with Bernice and Chloe,
then took 222 with Chloe! (: Yup, bathed and here i am posting and eating.
Haha! It was raining today! How great! :D I love the rain, haha. But now
it rains means that the weather won't be too hot, not too hot, then people
don't have to on the air-con, people don't on air con means,
SAVING THE EARTH! :D Lyvia wants to save the Earth (: Okay, i wanna
go watch koizora now ((:

My rice omelette.

2009-04-04T14:43:00.002+08:00

Haha! I just made rice omelette for myself for lunch.

And hmmm, it tastes SOOOO good. Hahah. (:

Might look disgusting but it tastes SOOO good (:

Baby laughing.

2009-04-04T14:08:00.003+08:00

O.M.G This is like super adorable. The baby is so adorable
and his laughter is so cute! :D
If you are annoyed or just want some laugh, just watch this.
It is sure to make you laugh, maybe just a little (:

Webcamming.

2009-04-04T13:34:00.005+08:00

Hey.

It's a saturday and I'm stuck at home. Sigh. It's so freaking boring.
I could have waken up a little longer, but my mom had to vaccum the
floor this morning, so i ended up waking at 10 -.- So early. Tsk.
I wanted to ask Jolene and Aralin they all out for lunch, but Jolene
didn't reply and sms, and i was too lazy to call. Then i thought i was also
a little lazy to go out. So yeah. Ended up using the computer instead.
I was webcamming with Bompt just now. Cause we wanted to write a song.
But we did not. Hahaha. Ended up crapping and singing instead. Hee.
I am really bored, i suddenly have a craving for Yoshinoya, i used to hate
that place, but after eating some beef thingie, i think it's not that bad.
But only that beef thingie is nice. Haha! Oh guess what? Jolene just replied me
a few seconds ago since this morning at 10. Hahah. Kay nevermind

Give you hell- All american rejects.

2009-04-04T12:22:00.004+08:00

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell

You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell

Tired of having to go through all this.

2009-04-03T20:21:00.004+08:00

I am really tired of having to go through all this almost everyday. It's so tiring, annoying and it is making my life miserable! ): Sigh. All i can say is, maybe, those whom i thought was/were my bestfriend(s), are maybe, not ):

Today during class, Nick asked me to take picture of her hair so that she could see how it looks. When i took, MsTan was in the backgroung, so i started taking her! Hahaha. So now you can finally see who is this form teacher of mine, MsTan (: Haha!

Whooooooo! Today CCA was superr fun! Like maybe, the most fun time i had in CCA ever! <3
I am starting to enjoy CCA alot better now (: We each took a junior and teach them our SYF dance, and guess who is my junior? Bernice! Hahaha :D After that, Mrs V taught us a new dance! (: Awesomeee, the sec4s are not in it cause they are going to stand down. Honestly, i'm really sa that they are leaving ): I don't know why, i'm not close to them or anything, but i just feel sad ):
Anyway, after CCA, i stayed back in school with Bernice, Chloe, Sharifah, Dinah and Shubana! (:
Haha. I was high-ing with Chloe! <3 Whooo, she is damn lame can! Haha! Then Bernice went off cause her mom fetch her. Went bubbletea shop with the rest and took 222 with Chloe. Hahahah.
She keep bullying me.

Picturreeeeees! (:

See, MsTan. Hahahah!

Sharifah in red, Dinah in yellow (:

Change.

2009-04-02T20:19:00.003+08:00

Life is really not going well for me this year.
Sigh.

I'm totally confused over so many things, and i have to
ask myself is it really true or not. I'm not sure what people
say to me these days are true or not. I don't know if i can
trust people around me now. Sigh ):

I'm really disapointed in some people. Sigh.
Now i can only turn to God, and just trust that
he will make all this confusion and depressing-ness
go away, and that something good will come along (:

But for now, all this is still going on, people changed and all.
And life is not really going well now. And i'm afraid after
all this sighing, i will have white hair ._.

But to relieve my sighing, i will turn to church! (:
I love BC! <3 It is awesomeee. Church is always fun and
great, no problems there (:

CCA now is also starting to feel comfortable for me.
Cause of some reasons, i don't feel very comfortable there.
But now it seems okay, and i can't wait for CCA tomorrow (:

GOLDGOLDGOLD! :D

2009-04-02T18:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITCH! :D

Hey lovees! :D
SAC Indian dance 2009 got GOLD for SYF! :D
Hee, so happy! (: We like broke two records luh,
cause we are the only school with 42 people on stage,
and that is really alot. Mrs V's philosophy: whoever comes for
practice, they will get to perform! ((: So that's why there
were so many people (: Second record was that, NEVER DID ANY
SCHOOL WHO WAS FIRST TO DANCE ACHIEVED A GOLD,
OR GOLD WITH HONOURS, and our school was the first one!
:D :D :D :D We were the very first group to dance, and we still
got GOLD! :D Very happy (:

Today during PE, we ran 7 rounds. What the heeow ):
I hate running, then one part of my body, like my rips there,
was hurting like mad! I was like tearing, super pain, but still
have to run): After PE had brain gym, and it took half hour of our recess!
>:{ But the exercises were quite cool. During recess saw Farah F,
then she told me to get the indian thingie from Siti.
Then i asked her follow me to find Siti, then she gave me.
Indian dancers all had that indian thingie to put
on forehead one (:Awesome. Then put it on til school end. Hee.
After recess had maths, then most of us were feeling super tired,
must be the brain gym.
Tsk! Suppose to make us feel awake, but instead tired ._.
After school, went to tmall with bestie! :D Then walk around,
homed at like 4++
Whooo, i am so hungry, waiting for my mom to buy dinner back(:
Yayy! No need to cook. Hee!

SYFFFF! :D

2009-04-01T19:39:00.003+08:00

Wooohooooo! :D
Hey babehs! :D

Today was the BIG day! Singapore Youth Festival!
SYFFFFF! :D The day we worked sooo hard for,
the day we practised for soo long hours and so many days,
but the thing is only like 5mins.
Wheeeeeeeeeee (: Went to school freaking early, at like,
0630am reach school. My dad fetched, with my sis and mingszx (:
Get ready and all, our make up was realllyreally thick. Gosh.
I look fugly ._. And guess what?!
I WAS THE ONLY ONE WITHOUT AN EARRING DAMMIT ._.
Cause i had no ear hole. I pierced my ear TWICE, but
keep having infection, not my fault )): I really want a ear hole you know.
Kay anyway, we left to UCC- University Cultural Centre- at around
0845? 9? Yup, went there, did warm ups, saw other schools.
We were the first group to perforn FYI. And never did anyone group that
was first in SYF, got a gold or gold with honours before! ._.
So we went, after we did our thing, went back out and everyone who watched,
MsTanSL, Ms Martens, Mdm Pey, Mrs Boo, the alumnis all said GREAT! :D
Hahahah, so happy. We all cheered, then mdm pey was like,
lower your volume, will minor mak(minus marks) one. Hahha! She so funny.
Then we take pictures using mdm pey's camera, then she said,
aiyah, this one can take alot of sots(shots) one. Hahahah! :D
Then after that, went back school, went dance studio, took off our
really very thick make up! Hard time taking them out.
Rub til my eyes pain ): Then our hair so hard like uncooked maggie mee.
We only get to leave school after 1345, which is school end time. So yeah.
OMG GUESS WHAT!
I can do BRIGDE FROM THE TOP! HAhah :D So happy! :D
Shall tell you SYF results next post (:

Singapore Youth Festival. SYF!

2009-04-01T19:12:00.007+08:00

1/6 o8 is the class i SO LOVE TO THE MAXXXXXXX!
<3

Heyheyheyheyhey! :D

Tuesday 31 march

Happy birthday Josiah! <3

Whoooom tomorrow is SYF already! Gold with honours!
Is what we deserve! ((: Haha. Whoooo.
That is what we worked hard for. What we got scolded for.
:D Hee. So if we don't get Gold with honours, or at least a Gold.
We could just die ._. tskk.
Today during dance was just like, mani and pedi session!
Hahah :D CCA started at 0430pm today ._.
Then the seniors, sec4 and suyin alumnis they all, just helped us
t0 paint out nails and toenails, and then put the tatoo on our
arms. Then one senior help me then put wrong arm -.-
Then must scrap it out and put another one on the right arm.
Tskk! Then not enough, they got take small ones and just make
like one. Haha! After that, was suppose to go back with Chloe! :D
Then she go eat with the other seniors at mpr2.
Then i walk there alone, with my stupid tatoo, so embarrassing please!
Then at the bus stop Chloe called and say she coming. Haha!
So took bus with her (: Yup. SYF the next day! Ahhhh.

Tying my hair!

Me and YingXiu, during art in com lab.

Nothing to do (:

Hectic, tired.

2009-03-30T20:38:00.008+08:00

Bernice.

Lyvia.

Lydia.

Heehee, don't you think that we look alike somehow?
Hahha! Awesome. It's like Bernice+Lyvia=Lydia!
Hahahah! :D

Heyhey! :D

Whooo, these few days have been pretty tiring.

Saturday:
Went to UCC for rehearsal for SYF. The floor
was like those marbley type, so when we stomp.
You can hardly hear the sound, which might be
a minus point during SYF since we are suppose to stomp
with sound. So, although there was air con, we still
perspired cause it was tiring luh, yeah.

Sunday:
Had church, guess what? I wore a dress to church.
Haha! As far as i can remember, it's like my first time
wearing dress to church! O: Gosh. But i kinda found out
the dress is like a little aunty-ish. Or you can call it vintagey
but so weird. So yeahhh, i kinda sort of thought
of selling it away. Haha. yeah whatever.
Church service today was short, cause after worship,
we straight away went into oikos. So yup.
The Joel shared bout his Mom and all and erica cried.
After that went mingszx house. Guess who was there?
Lydia! Hahaha :D

Today!
Real tired! After school we went to fengshan CC to
dance. That alumnis really tire us out alot.
I was like quite kinda sort of breatheless, and very thirsty.
Whooo. Then she scolded us, but it was meaningful though.
So yeah. 2 more days to SYF. Prayer request:
please pray that SAC indian dance will get gold with honours! ((:
Whoo, found out that my SYF is on the same day as blahh SYF:D
Aaaahhh :D

Events this week:

30March: SAC Concert Band's SYF. They got silver (:
31March: Jily's birthday! :D
1st April: Our SYF day! Sac indian danceee! O:
2nd April: Mitch's birthday! :D

Hee.
Pictureees for sunday! :D

That i will fall for you.

2009-03-27T21:29:00.005+08:00

Many things have been going through my mind.
):
I don't know where to start.

♥ It's really driving me insane. To keep waiting for you,
to be the one who will make the first move to talk.
But you never did. It seems like you are trying to
ignore or avoid me ):
I don't wanna forget. I can't let this feeling end,
cause if i do, it'll all be over and i will never see you again ):
When I dream of you and wake up to find that everything was only,
and will be a dream, i really wish that the dream would last forever.

Nothing can describe or understand how i am feeling.
Not even my close friends can do anything to make me
feel better.

......................................................................................................................

xxx

And then,
Even after that thing is over, after i thought
we all were fine, it is back to square one.
That it always seem like i have to choose between you two.
And I don't like or want that. Sigh.

I am so tired, i feel like running away from the world.

2009, it seems like are you taking everything that i love and care about away.

): x 1000000000000000000000000000.

Still, I know that God reservcs the best for me, just wondering when
it will come, and hoping it will come soon. ):

♥ JILY

Sighing.

2009-03-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Sigh, not really in happy mood these days ):

Forgive me if i'm grumpy or treat you differently,

cause alot of things are going through in my mind,

Sighhh ):

Gosh, i've been sighing so much lately, i'm afraid i'll

have alotalot of white hair. Shyte shyttttte D:

Hahah. Kay whateverrrrr.

Yesterday that stupid Ms Tan SL made us run 9 rounds

for being 9mins late around the bigbig field in our school.

And that is equivalent to 2.4km. Wth! Want us to die ah!

Siao. It's not our fault that we were late, we were having IT then

the lesson dragged what. Stupid Ms Tan SL. Then YingXiu,

she not feeling well, then she dizzy and cannot breathe properly.

If YingXiu faint ah, i'm so gonna make her feel guilty! Eediotzx.

Today we had HHP, some stupid running shyte. But luckily

Indian dancers in SYF no need to run cause SYF ! :D :D

Awe and the some (: But this teacher still made us walk -.-

OMG something happened to me. Ew. Damn gross.

I hate those days, Pfft >:{ Anyway, had CCA after school.

We mainly just did warm up-s. Didn't even dance at all (:

Then we were queueing up to make our that wrist bands thingie,

as part of our costume, while waiting. We were telling ghost stories.

Then that stupid Celeste go scare me, cause we were waiting in the hall.

Then got curtain, i say something behind the curtain then come out,

then me and mun scream, guess who? Celeste. Wthh! Hahh.

Cheralyn keep laughing at my expression. Tsk. Then we scared people.

Only i think, 2 got scared? LOL. Then we only get to go home at 0645pm

around there? So late.

jily

2009-03-25T19:59:00.004+08:00

Those words just keep repeating in my head.
I can't help but to keep reading that message
over and over again ):

Can't let the music stop,
can't let this feeling end,
cause if i do it'll all be over,
and i'll never see you again.

Faded.

2009-03-24T19:55:00.005+08:00

YO! :D

Whoooooo. Stupid Nicole. LOL! Today never come school.
Was sms-ing her in class, she went doctor then no fever ._.
What the heeeeeow! So lucky. She get to miss chia's lesson.
Anyway, i hate art man! >:{ That stupid Chia is like so
annoying please! Everytime scold scold scold, naggy ass.
After school waited for Bernice like for sooo long. From 0215pm
to 3++ Don't know why she stay back for what. Tsk!
Then in the end we went macs ._. Me Jolene Bompt Bernice
and Mingszx. Ate nuggets (:
Me and Mingszx were highhhhhhhh (: Haha! Funny (:
After macs, went Mingszx house while the rest go home.
Slacked and sang songs, then went home (:
Ohyeah, remember the previous post i said MrNg confiscated my phone
cause we were taking picture on the stairs?

Whoooooo! Today read this magazine that says Libra,
which is me, and aries which is ahem are love match! Haha :D
I believe for the fun of it luh, i know it's not true luh,
those horoscopes stuffs. But i still like to hold on to the
hope that the good ones are true and bad ones aren't. Hahah (:

Here is the picture with mrNg in the background! See that person there?
HAHAHH! :D

Those words just keep repeating in my head.
I can memorise the whole message even just by
reading it a few times. Sighhh ):
Your feeling faded, but mine just keeps growing♥

Back to school ):

2009-03-24T19:07:00.003+08:00

Hey (:

So, yesterday was back to school ): Sad. Holidays end
like really fast. Aiiis, what to do? Only one week.
So, yesterday during recess when we were going back
to class. Me, Nicole, Bompt and Jolene took picture
on the stairs. Then Mr Ng saw and confiscated my phone ._.
Then i was noooo, then he say he will give me back after school.
So i was like oh! Okay, then you come my class ah.
Hahahh! Then he was like, no! you come find me ah. LOL!
Nicole wasn't feeling well yesterday and she went home after recess.
MrNg in the end still came my class after school ._. Haha! Dumb.
Then he gave me back my phone then didn't give my battery.
He pass my battery to Leona ._. Like wth. Then i was like why you give
her my battery, then he say cause you say give me back your phone what,
not battery what. Then i ddid the 'L' sign to him. Lame.
Then he was like, what's that? Then i say lame.
Then he did some funny 'L' sign with and extra finger, then he say,
you know what's this? I said don't know, then he say, it's a 3D Lame.
(!!!!) Then i was like, YOU REALLY VERY LAME LEH!
Hahah! But he is nice luh, usually teachers will send to RTC, but
he didn't (: So nice. After school Bernice came my house (:

Then she left at around 3++ and i went tuition at 0530pm. Boring!

SYF preview (:

2009-03-23T15:24:00.004+08:00

Hey there (:

Saturday 21 march 2009
So today was the SYF preview, i thought it was only
Indian dance but all the other CCAs were there.
It wasn't like what i expected and was so worried about.
Instead, it was fantastic! The alumnis did not give
us strenous workouts and we practised in air con room!
I was so worried about being tired and stress cause
the suling or whatever her name is warn us that
she will squeeze us dry. But Instead,
God answered my prayer,
that it went smoothly and i wasn't really
as tired as i expected! :D
Thank God. We had a trial run after lunch.
Like the whole process
of the preview, all the CCAs showcased their SYF.
But that was only trial luh. We did okay (:
Better then that time when we showcased.
At around 3-4++. We got ready, costumes, make up and all.
Then make up was so thick, that later on when you see the pictures,
i doubt you will regconise me so easily. Hee.
I look damn different.
Even i think so too. And i look spastic luh yeah.
I like the main dancers costumes! Theirs is black and gold,
while side dancers are silver and gold. Pfft.
The black and gold is soooo nice and outstanding, then
ours like don't know what.
At 7++ it was Indian dance turn.
Was quite nervous. Smiled throughout the whole dance :D
Alot of people were watching, parents, families. After dancing,
went back to the room, changed and all.
And we saw RAINBOWWW! ((: Awesomeeeeeee! :D
After that at 0730, we had debrief and then dismissed (:

Pictures!
I know i look really weird but yeah. Enjoy (:

Me and Phaik Mun (:

Me and celeste (:

Sarah and me (:

Celeste doing who knows what. LOL.

The snake they drew on our hands.

Me and Yuki (:

Cheralyn and Me (:

Me, Farah, Navleen and Ritika.

Rainbowwwww (:

Parkwayyy

2009-03-20T21:02:00.006+08:00

HEYYYY! :D

Friday 20March

Went to parkway with Bernice and Crystal,
then met Mingszx and Pra there. I went to meet Bernice and crystal
at the school bus stop there cause they had tutoroials.
We walked around,
bought stuffs, i bought bangles from Diva. Ex but nice (:
Went to eat at long johns eat, i never eat at long johns
before. Heehee! Then ate what, cheeesy fries and chips thingie.
Then we bluff crystal say ahem was there. Haha.
Then went borders, then me and ber saw this very adorable
little girl, she was so small size then she wore this jacket
with a hood over her head! Awww! Then we ask her i think ahma,
if we can take picture with her. Haha :D And so we did(:
After that, Crystal had to leave for CCA. Pra and mingszx left with her.
Me and Bernice bussed to tamp(: I bought a top :D Walkwalk.
Then went home at like 4++

Here are the pictures! :D

Tortureeeeeeeeeee ):

2009-03-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

HEYYO!

Stupid la. Today must go school >:{ Sigh.
For lit tutorial, at least like put the time later la!
Wake up like so early?! At 0630am. Then
get ready, take bus. Meet Nicole at Bedok inter at 0730.
She wanted to be late, so we went macs eat
breakfast. She just bought coke and i bought mcmuffin.
I said, one mcmuffin take away. Then guess what?!
I found out that they give me TWO mcmuffins.
Hahaha! :D But i didn't give back ._. Heh.
So bussed to school, reached at 0830am.
And class starts at 0800 (: We made up a good reason!
But ms seow didn't ask why we late so yeahhh.
Then i was like secretly eating mcmuffin then nicole wanted some.
So she bent her head and secretly eat la. Then ms seow saw.
Then she was like: can i get the person who Nicole is
putting her head on her lap to read! Haha! Sounded so sick!
Class was suppose to end at 1130 but ended at 1020
instead. I got CCA later at 2pm, so, me cheralyn, nick and bompt
went tamp to have our lunch (: Went pastamania ate al funghi (:
Can't finish. Then we got alot of time, so walkwalk.
Then met sarah and friends. At one plus. Went back school.
Bernice came, but she came for nothing, cause only for SYF people.
Haha! Then dance, damn tired. I keep closing my eyes whenever
we get to sit, even during dancing time. Haha!
Then that stupid ex-senior came again ._. But luckily she
didn't torture us today.

But sat confirm got toture one ): Gahhh. Sat is SYF preview.
Be in school from 0900am to 0845pm! Can die lehhhh )):
Whole day, smelly and sticky and gross ):
Other ex-seniors are coming. Confirm torture us one!
Gahhhh ): I'm so not looking forward to saturday.
But on the bright side, my new wardrobe is coming on sat! :D
Haha.

PICTURES :D

MingYi's house! :D

2009-03-18T17:36:00.003+08:00

HEY EARTHLINGS :D

Whoooooo! I miss Mingyiiiiiiiiiii :D
I was suppose to wake up at 0900 today,
the time which i set my alarm. But
i was damn tired, so i only wake up at 0945.
Haha (: Then get ready and all, went to
Mingszx house! :D It's been awhile since
i've been there, i guess (?) Kay anyways,
Audrey, Bernice, Crystal, Prashanti were suppose to come
and do their dance project, i was just extraaaa (:
But in the end, they didn't even do anything for dance la.
Mingszx helped us cook maggie mee. Thanks (:
Shared with bernice.
Then they all left at 1230 cause mingszx had tuition.
Helped mingszx cleared up and all.
Then me and bernice went to tamp (:
Just walked ard, went to window shop. Heh (:
Saw some lovely dresses! Wanna buy them on friday :D
Then went to eat tokayaki. Walkwalk, went to buy
present for Mingszx :D Hehh. Then at around 3++ went home.

Reached home, saw that MingHui came over.
We wanted to play the sinthai; the house game.
It's a really scary ghost game. Search sinthai the house.
Something liddat la. Then play. Scary!
Then my sis and bro keep covering their ears and
mumbling. LOL! Then play abit don't wanna play alrdy.
Then tell ghost stories (: She went home like 0445pm. Yup.

Peeeekchers! :D

Lost.

2009-03-17T20:20:00.005+08:00

I am lost;
and there is no one to help me get out.

So annoyed ._. Was suppose to go for a movie marathon at
Jolene's place today but my father don't allow ):
I was so excited la! Eeediot. Woke up at 12.
My father made us omelette. Yummmy! :D
I am finally getting a n ew wardrobe! :D So happy!
But it is only coming on saturday and today, the people
came to take the old one away. So now all the clothes,
we have to put in lauggages ._. Haha. Retarded, like go holiday liddat. LOL.
Watched slumdog millionaire. But didn't watch the last part cause
the disc like spoil spoil one -.-
Had a scrumptous dinner (: Made by my dad luh.
Whenever my dad is around, meals will be made
scrumptous. Haha.

♥
I never knew i could hurt like this,
and everyday life goes like,
wish could talk to you for a while,
miss you but try to to cry.
as time goes by................................

2009-03-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

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I have so many questions pondering in my mind.

Why is the outcome always like this?
Why do i cry so easily?
Why do i always have something, or maybe someone, to cry for?
Why is my life full of sighing?
Why is it always when i think someone is right, they are not?

Why, oh why?
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What a fool.

2009-03-15T16:49:00.001+08:00

HI! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGYI! I love you la!♥

I am sooo happy today! :D And sad at the same time ):
Sigh, went church today! And guess what! JILY CAME TODAY! :D
Unexpecteddd! But yeah, he don't seem to notice me
so oh well ): There were some new comers today,
because of yesterday's event. Awesomee :D
Before worship, Pastor mark told us something
happened to Joel seah's(oikos leader) mom. And now he's in hongkong
with his mom. So I ask for God's guidance upon him and family.
And hopefully his mom will recover real soon(:
There was an altar call about who wanna have the
passion to invite your friends to church and stuffs.
And i went up.
Today's speaker was Pastor Daniel. After that had worship
and praise. And then oikos! :D Uncle david gave us money
and we went to buy snacks for everyone to share(:
Thanks David! Then had oikos, after that went home.

Sighh, i really hope that i will have the courage to
talk to you): I was given so many chances, like today.
But again, i lack the courage ): Sigh, i thought i was
over you but, i'm just a little too not over you.
ily, imy ♥